4th year today.....

WoW.....didnt notice that my blog has be collecting dust for the past 3 months......i had to post this as it's my 4th year "so-called" blogging....zzz

Nothing much to share aside from the futsal torney, my injuries, thankgiving makan, steamboats, work, work and more work!!.....

I just writing anything from the top of my head....

Oh ya....just started DOTA recently and still sucks at it......

Event's aside......it's 2009!!! and nothing to be surprised about it......still same old, same old me!

It's been a so-so year for me in 2008...... Taking things for granted.....letting go what's mine, didn't appreciate what's in front of me.......no guts to stand up for it....haihzzz

Felt like i've wasted a year of my life and hope to that i can rewind back to last year.....

To scared of confrontation and confession, to pain to live with it even more....

It was in front of my eyes, yet i chose to just ignore it where i can just confront....coz' the first time, it hurts, i doubt the second time would be less painful.....

WHY!!!! am i such a coward.......putting a mask on just to cover my real face.....

Wish that this year i stand up and speak up what lies in my heart.....

My main resolution for this year......


Dunno when i'll be blogging again......as if anyone reads it.....

Take Care,...

[untitled] -rant post

Suddenly got the urged to blog at 6am.......got insomnia this full day due to the new project im doing currently......Only been sleeping a few hours a day.....zzzz

Lately, been feeling a bit isolated....towards girls especially. Last time, i'll be smiling to them, they smile back, striking a conversation with them, having a nice yamcha session, hanging out, etc....

Now, it's not even 'hi-bye' anymore.......just walk past and not say anything.......not even an eye contact and the worst part is......been given the cold shoulder.....brrrrr

Most girls are famous for this, especially the decent-looking-above-average type of girls.....that's ok coz you girls don't want to mix with the low-life type of people you call guys.

I understand, but the worst part is, the fugly ones that are their friends also gives you the same cold shoulders......seriously........(pause)

I have no idea why this happened.....i started getting this last month, dunno why.....as if they knew about the skeletons in my closet came out.....everyone has skeletons in their closet and it being revealed really sucks....thats how i feel lah.....no one will ask or enquire from you and just keep their distances from you......most cases, if they do ask you, you'll just denied it just to sav face......

I admit, i do have some stuff that even my closest friend even have no idea.....Everyone has their secrets and it's not for the public eye to know about it......I'll bring it to my grave then revealing it to anyone......

For sure it wont be in this blog.......NO FREAKING WAY!!!!

Anyway, it's just something that i need to get off my chest.......most girls are ice queens......too high and mighty.......*pui*

look in the mirror and this time look properly before you pass judgement on other people and put yourself iin my shoe.....you'll see you are know different then other people.......

What's in a name.....

Do you have any friend, Chinese or Indian who has English name's?? Most of them i presume......
You'll have SamyKristnanVelluNathanKarupillayPratab, but you can call him Steve or Dang Zhi Kai a.k.a Eric.....

Before i elaborate what im trying to voice out, let's have a definition of "name"

NAME
-a word or a combination of words by which a person, place, or thing, a body or class, or any object of thought is designated, called, or known.
-Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006.-

English names most of my friend has is quite common like, Daniel, Samuel, Timothy, Andrew for the guys and Rebecca, Jeniffer, Rachel, Karen for the girls......

For Indian and Chinese nowadays is quite common to have English name......mainly because of a few factors:-
1) It's easier to pronounce a person by their English name
2) Some of the Indian and Chinese cultural name is tad bit hard to pronounce and it's quite offensive to the person if you say it wrongly
3) Easier to find in facebook and we can spell the name without any hassle
4) Spell checks can't detect our cultural name spellings

Actually, not only Indians and Chinese have English names, but around Asia like Japan, Korea etc, they, too, have pick for themselves these names. For example, Grant Masaru Imahara(It's a person's name, don't believe, go see Mythbusters)

Don't get me wrong, i have no bones to pick on people who have an English name. It's fine for me but up to a certain extend.......What bugs and annoys me, is that you'll have so people who try to be "special" by choosing something unusual to be their name......

The usage of animal, fruits(some of them)names or things/objects like FISH, WATERMELON, ORANGE, TIGER..... Come on!!!! there's gotta be a better name then this!!!!

I have some friends(more like acquaintance) name themselves with fruits......so fruits i can take like Apple or Cherry but Watermelon Leong???? that's gone tooooo far.......

I was thinking a bit shallow about this topic, but then, something struck me, that some of their English name is associated with their cultural names....mainly Chinese......or almost sound the same as the last name....like mine lah.....

If in that case, then, most of this people should pick something you like or that suits you and not worry that it's doesn't fit your cultural name....

By the way, i still cannot tahan the name Fish Leong. She's a singer born in Malaysia......Dunno why she'll not use her stage name, Jasmine.......Isn't it more sweeter??? it suits more then "Fish".....

Probably is not her fault tho'. Could be her agent or publisher wanted something unique and decided to choose for her "Fish"....good choice......my foot!!!!!

For people who wants to have an English name to add to your cultural name, please choose wisely and try not to take it from inanimate objects because it really does not suit anybody......

Before i end this post, i have a video link on what Chinese people choose for their English name......Quite funny......Thanks to Samanfar and Smacker.......wakakakaka

Mushroom Bloggers

It's been few years (4 years to be exact) i've been blogging.....That time i only knew a handful of my friends like Karen, Jolyn Tan(blog does not exist anymore), who blogged. I started almost the same time as them, only a few months later after them.

NOW, it's becoming a phenomenon as everyone's blogging......Like mushroom after a rainy day.....They keep popping up everywhere......I found out that, almost all my friends are blogging...but, not many stayed or continue to blog.......A lot of them only blog for a certain period of time, then, quit blogging...Kinda sad though, many of them are good and potential bloggers with good and original material.........

Anyway, blogging now has a lot of effects in the mainstream media as blogger's Jeffooi as an example, has become the "REAL voice of the Nation"......Bloggers now has become more and more bold as the internet is not restricted and has the freedom of speech.....The government does not have much power on us bloggers.......We can say almost anything on the cyberspace....

On a related note, many politician and ex-politician are jumping on the blog bandwagon as they have started to post their opinion on the web......For example, our ex-PM, Dr. Mahathir has his own blog........1st day, almost 50k counter hits on his web.......and that is just the beginning....WOW!!! welcome Dr. M to the world of bloggers.

Still waiting if whether Samy Vellu will blog or not as he's quite free after "retiring" from his post.....wakakakaka!!!!

Just wanna touch on this topic as quite a number of my friends have started, quitted and hangat-hangat tahi ayam. Just wanna say that once you started, try not to quit......just keep on blogging.....

Cheers!!!!

It Hurts!!!

Just focusing my energy on writing this short blog as i in a lot pain........ouch!!!!

Yesterday, with a few of my futsal buddies that i befriended from Sunway University College went to a futsal tournament organized by their fellow engineering friends.......I was the "illegal immigrant" there......what they don't know can hurt them rite???

Anyway,(still in pain) i played like there's no tomorrow, kept on falling , tumbling, diving........keeper mah what you expect?? LoLzzz.....

(Sorry, i don't want to put any picture as it's to graphical, beside, why do you wanna see my misery...LoLzz)

I played in 4 games, as a keeper, my captain says that i have no sub and will continue on, i was like, crap!!!(still in pain) But that really doesn't matter to me as im used to playing a full game.....

I was playing my usual game, when in the first game, one bloody fella came towards me as i was already grabbing the ball that was in my reach. That fella's knee came in and knock my thigh...... Could not feel in at first but as the game progress, the pain kept on creeping in like some one piercing my thigh......

After countless saves in 4 games, my left and right arms also almost gave up on me and every shot that my hands absorb, i can feel the numbness, (mahder!!!!! whack the ball nobody's world)

After the games finish, my back is in pain as my neck muscle is in pain......It's like i've just be through a car accident and still walking, thank God for that!!

All in all, didn't do to badly as we won 1 lost 3...hahaaha (Oklah, since the team just only form last week)

After the game finished, when to Sunway pyramid from Cheras to have dinner at Kim Gary.......

I wanna rest more know, my backs killing me....

Cheers!!!!

WaLauWeh!!! Damn Long!!!!

WOW!!!! It's been a very loooooooooooooooong time since i've blog.....almost 5 months.....

I don't know why......Been damn lazy all this while and there is topic to talk about.....

Anyway, how is all my loyal readers???(if there's any)....It's been work, work, work, work and more work........

Too much pressure to perform in work and no time to even chill out......

THat's is why, this CNY, i took almost a week to lepak with my friends and just rest without anyone yelling or backstabing me.......


Oh ya.....I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone a very happy chinese new year......


Where was i??? oh ya.....working life is just taking a toll on my body.......that's why need to rest and sleep more.....basiclly sleep more...

A few events have just pass by, hari raya, christmas, new year and a couple of birthday that i've forgotten......(sheesh, call yourself a birthday calender) I apologize to whom even is concern that i've totally forgotten your birthday......Sooo Soorry...

By the way, i've just picked up a new hobby, Shuffling......not poker card but just Melbourne Shuffle..... Where both foot move stimutialously to perform a dance move.....shuffle...

Many have critize me on this new age form of dancing.....but what the heck, everyone's doing it.....so, just go with the flow.....

Anyway, i'll stop here for a while until i have the mood to write something......but, before i go, i would like to bid farewell to Ah Lun and have a safe journey to Melbourne on Sunday.....seen you in a year....

Cheers!!....

MIA for two weeks

I gonna go to JB in just a few hours because of work commitments.........so anything, i'll be updating my blog as frequent as i can......

This past one month ++, i've been going north, south, east, and west of penisular Malaysia working......

Didnt have much time to even go online to chat, yet alone blog....

I was in Kuantan last month and just before Raya, i was in Batu Pahat.......I couldn't survive in BP because of the language barrier as people there does not speak english nor cantonese....... all will be mandarin or malay.....

People there mind you, especially chinese, can speak good malay without and "apek" accent....I was amaze but could talk to them in malay as i felt awkward.......(WHO doesn't???? a chinese speaking malay to another chinese.....)

but in Kuantan was nicer as people there speak what i speak.....so communication is smooth and people understand each other....

Sorry guy, i can't put any pictures in my blog as my bloody camera's screen broke and now i have no time to replace it.....may be after i come back from JB.....

There's nothing much i can write as im gonna go off soon........may be after im back, i'll write and put some of my road trip pictures on my blog.....

Cheers!!

My Graduation

I owe to all my blog fan (only a few of them) all lot of post which i didn't post throughout this few months......You guys must understand mah.......working life damn taxing.......too busy to do anything nowadays.....i wanna cook or bake also got no time......haihzzz...

I really trying my utmost best to post whenever i have time.......

It's been few months already when i graduated (finally!!!) from my Uni College in Sunway. I've done all my papers, resit, collecting deposit, etc......everything Kau Tim already......No more studying(for now!).....

Anyway, my convocation was done in Sunway Resort & Hotels....... A bit tulan coz i still have to pay for my graduation......few hundred bucks just for a few hours in the hotel.....listening to some speech, taking my diploma and taking some picture cost me RM500 bucks......really my college suck people money......Nvm, janji get my paper......lolzz....

Glad i did go coz but was having second thought coz not everyone from my intake was going.....anyway, got to meet some of my friends and also...*cough, *cough (clear throat) my 'pet sis' ,christine......it's been more then a year since i meet her....hardly spoken to her after college coz of work commitments.....she look thinner.....(almost tulang adi...haha!!! j/k chris)

I meet up with my old geng, Jolyn and You You (yest, that's her name!)...... perangai still same as kiasu jolly as ever.....

Then, finish the event,we went to Sushi King to makan then talking cock......went home and sleep.....

Enjoyed myself that day......don't know gonna meet again a not in the future.......

Here's some pix from my convo........





I'll update more during or after my business trip in Johor next week........

Cheers!!!!

Sorry guys....

OMG!!! it's been a whole four months that i didnt update my blog......damn busy with my working life that got no time to even say hai to anyone.....

Just to inform you guys that there is a is been lack of blog in my side because im did not have anytime t o do it.....

Just to update you guy that im currently working in a marketing office off Jalan Yap Kwan Seng near KLCC area......been promoting Digi and Tmnet-streamyx......

I went to Penang twice in two months to promote Streamyx......i know you guys hate it but heck, im making a living out of it by signing up people for the service .......

After work, i come back home, check my emails and sleep....that is my life for the past couple of months......Sundays will be going to churchand after that, i sleep.....


For JS, i dunno anything about whether you still can get that model a not......not sure...sorry ya ....


I celebrated my 21 birthday last month.....as usual, everyone forgot about it.......except a few people as i put in my friendster that time and there is a reminder.......

Im kinda sick coz of flu, sore throat and red eyes.......that why took half day leave.....and took this oppotunity to blog at my friend's house.....anything you guys wanna know, just put a post at the comment are.....

BTW, if any of you guys interested in signing up for streamyx, just give me a call on my phone......

Cheers.................

Russell Peters not coming.......damn!!!!!

Last year, I read Russell Peters website and saw his programme for a world tour........I was delighted when i saw KL there........I rubbed my eyes in disbelief that the controversial stand up comedian was planning to come to Malaysia.....YAY!!!!!

Those who do not know who is Russell Peters, let me give you a brief intro of his profile.....

Russell is a stand up comedian from Canada. This mid-30's, single guy with an indian heritage from his parents who migrated from India, (don't know where exactly).....performs in famous comedy stages like Just For Laugh, etc.....i read, too, that he has a sitcom.......Anyway, he is famous (or infamous) for his racial remarks and jokes which many culture finds it offensive and some, just plain laughter.......

Today, i just found out that he won't be coming to KL......crap!!!! i was kinda looking foward to seeing 1 of his stand up......."somebody gonna get hurt real bad!!!!" **with an indian accent

This is what i pickesd up from his website.......

KUALA LUMPUR
Sorry to say, but the show in KL will not proceed. Today - Sat.Jan.20.07. - we received confirmation that we did not get approval from the 'authorities'. Sorry KL but we tried.
Despite our best efforts to put on a show here, we were rebuffed.
We will be back in Singapore at some point this year, so we hope that the thousands of Malaysian fans will make their way down for that show.
Jumpa lagi, Inshallah.
BB
RUSSELLPETERS.COM posted on January 21, 2007

Apperently, our country does not approve of his jokes......Arghhh!!! Looks like i'll have to wait for the singapore one.....haihzz......Don't know if my parents let me go.....if any of my friends are going, then may be i'll hitch a ride with them if i get the permission from my parents.......

It's one in a life time chance that he'll be here.......MUST SEE RUSSELL PETERS!!!!!

Hopefully, the Singaporean authority is more open minded to let Mr. Peters to go there and perform......

**the "would you like to eat in India" gesture to the authorities of malaysia**

Rain's coming.....

I got a few sms from Hotlink regarding Rain's tour around the world........i don't know the guy nor ever heard any of his song.....This post is not about me promoting his tour to KL......This korean heartrob have teenage girls going ga-ga around him....His concert tour is just around the corner.......i couldn't be bothered by finding out about it.....Im not really enthusiastic about it......

It's more of an irony of his arrival...... Rain's coming to our country when we're having flash flood around

When advertisement of his tour flood around our country, heavy rain started to pour down like nobody's business...... it's as if Rain coming to our country is causing floods all around Malaysia....

Sound's like im blaming that guy....hmmm.....im just kidding about blaming him.....i got this inspiration from one of the comic strips in the papers....

Haihzz......Everyday rain...cause flood in certain parts in our country.....Thank God Selangor or KL was affected.....Certain places had double floods and some area which never been affected by the flood also 'kena'.....

Singapore also was not spared by the flood as they also 'kena' but not as bad as Johor.....I think it was somewhere near Media Corp...... i dunno where is it.....

Anyway, i don't think this flood will last very long as it'll just wash away in due time.....

If anyone want's to help or volunteer in helping the flood victims can go here...... a small help goes a long way.....give what you can......

Well, got to go now....i wanna go to sleep now....need to go out later.....

Cheers!!!!

Blog not working on Mozilla FireFox

Damn!!! my blog does not work on Mozilla Firefox.....i've got no choice but to revert to my old template in order to create another blogskin......

Haihzz....i was quite proud of the new one as it was done by myself. all the html codes and stuff......haihzz......what to do, i know next to nothing about html or even java to create scripts....so i did what i know with my limited knowledge of it......

My blog skin will be under construction until further notice, but i'll still post some stuff if im not so lazy.....