6 hrs 4 nothing..........

i woke up earlier than my usually time i alwayz wake up on saturdays.........2day, i had 2 go college in da morning coz got some situational leadership training.......n, beliv it or not......i was participating in it.........reach college @ 8.45 am n went wit my frens in da classroom da 'training'........when me n my frens register, they gave us masking tape 2 write or name n paste it on or shirt........lik a name tag.... so lame......if we knew earlier, we'd made or own name tag.....anyway, we started @ 9.30 am n da person giving da talk was kinda boring(i refrain from revealing da identity of da person) until i wanna sleep........ @ 11.00 am, they gave us a 15 mins break.......b4 tat, da person split us up into different groups........we were kinda suprised coz my frens n i were going 2 split up......anyway, my group was ok, i guess.........we had 2 come out wit a logo n a war cry.........

after 'tea time' we continue wit da talk.........really.....it very boring tis time coz there were not much thing 2 do.......coz he just keep toking n toking........... not much activities....coz he just keep toking n toking.......(now i was waiting 4 lunch time).......

da gurl in my group tat was seated next 2 me.......was kinda cute........she reminds me of 2 of my frend's features combined n look lik her....... she was quite fun n she had sooooo many command of the person giving da talk........her name kinda unique.....DAWN.... dunno izzit her really name of short 4 Dawson or something.....

lunch time was @ 1.10 (finally!!!!) i went wit my coursemate 2 makan in da cafeteria...... after 1 hour......we were back @ da classroom 2 continue........boring, boring, boring.......i dun noe y i'd join it in da 1st place???? only da last part of da session i had some enjoyment.....coz we had 2 erect a structure........we had a good idea and started building on it n we near got it right until da last minute......it fell apart n all bcoz we jumped up n down coz da other group's structure fell down n we were over excited......dumb lah.....LOL.

da time was 4.00 pm n da session came 2 n end.......n i went back home straight away.....i not gonna participate in any tok if da speaker is something lik him.......LOL......

MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!X7.......No more exam..

phew........after 3 long grueling dayz of exam.........it finally OVER!!!!! no need 2 burn midnight oil alreadi..........i can sleep peaceful 4 one week without any pressure of exam or studies............but 1 week kinda short coz time flies by very fast...........n b4 u knew it.........next sem starts..........aiya, y lik tat lah??...... longer a bit mah.....LOL.........

wah........tis sem really drain my energy a lot coz of da buffet and dinner exam.........well, im glad its all over............actually i kinda miss kitchen pratical coz there is where i can really so my strength in cooking...........y ah.....u dun beliv ah???? honestly, i love 2 cook.........i prefer cooking then eating more.............when ppl appreciate it, i feel lik motivated n satisfied.........

after tis post.....i gonna go kai-kai n sleep syok-syok later.........bye....zzzzzzzzzzzz

wat r frens 4........anyway???

i thought r there 4 u and 2 guide u in da pathway of ur life???? Frens r there 2 support u???? to help u in need?? coz....... "a fren in need is a fren indeed" tat is 1 of da common proverbs use........ to me......not really true.......

i honestly tell u tat my mandarin speaking skills is next 2 none......Frankly, i really dunnohow 2 speak well........but, im willing 2 learn it even though from da number's 1 -10......so far, i've learn a few words tat enable me 2 communicate wit 2 da aunty who take order in da restaurant, whether drinks or 4 food.....

everyday, i learn a new word from my frens......but it came wit a price.......everytime i try 2 make a sentences, they will laugh @ me n saying how funny i pronouns certain word......i fell very down rite now coz 2 learn, i learn from them.....but i dunno y they can laugh bout it.......im willing 2 learn but everytime i try, laughter can be heard from them......wat type of frens is tis????

ppl trying 2 learn but 'kena' laugh @.......it really make me wanna quit learning n just go on with my life without learning it.......

mandarin is da 2nd most spoken language in da world.......n i dun wan 2 be left out......plz lah......dun b lik tat, wanna help, giv support not laughter......izzit so fun, huh??? y dun u put urself in my shoe 4 a change n c how u lik it.......LOL

not only tat......my ex-admiree(a person who u prev lik) was passing me a piece of paper n i ask her izzit a love letter 4 me(i ask in a joking manner) she reply n i quota her....."dream on"

Dream oN!!!!!!!! looks who's dreaming now??....... lik you cantik sangat......LOL.......i where got lik u alreadi...... i totally 4gotten bout u alreadi long time ago......dun be so perasan can a not????

ABO was quite tough........

ABO(Alcoholic and Beverage Operations) practical exam was quite tough but by God's grace i manage 2 get a good result of it.........although i messed up 1 or 2 questions tat i ask regarding da jigglers(spirit measure) but i manage 2 get most of it correctly........ after da practical exam, i went out with my friends 2 holiday villa 4 buffet, then a game of snooker and then, u guess it........makan again @ a mamak stall @ SS 15.......i now damn full......i think 2molo breakfast oso kenot eat......hehe..... now, have 2 concentrate on my exam coz its just around da corner...... aiya.....must go back study after blogging.......: )

Hurrah!!!!! tat's da last of my practical's.....

Finally.......i finish all my group practical exam, be it in da restaurant or kitchen.......yeah!!!!! no more stupid group members 2 giv me a hard time and no more 'mangkuk ayun' bossing me around.......i dun have 2 be troubled b them anymore (4 now)
but, im gonna miss my kitchen service and.....a bit 'lah' in my restaurant service....... now i can concentrate on my exam which is next week.........but, i still hav 1 more practical exam.....ABO!!!!! tis is kinda hard having 2 open a bottle of wine, doing da garnishing and oso identifying spirit measures.......i hope i can go through it by God's grace and get a good grades from it........in 2 week's time, i'll hav my sem brake.....but it only will last for 1 week and then i'll start my 4th sem........

Bloody group members!!!!

2day was da 2nd day of preparation 4 2molo's buffet........i, as da Chef of The Day is in-charge of everything tat is related 2 all da dishes da will be placed in da restaurant......I had a briefing after finish preparation wit my team members........i told them tat they hav 2 summit 2 me a report by friday........a few of them opposed tat they wan 2 do only 1 of the report when each of us r require 2 do 2 -3 report.......i told her tat everyone will do more then 1 but she rebelled and wanted 2 do 1 report........ she even told me 2 shut up as i raised my voice coz i dun think tat my msg reached her brain.......i wan damn frustrated wit her and just walked away.........not only tat.....when i was in da restaurant looking @ da decor and i tooked up a palm leaves(the other group's wan) and i took 2 of it and she scolded me as is i broke something of us or destroy their decor........i even said sorry 2 her but she scold me more louder........who da heck 2 do u think u r???...... i felt like i wanna slap her on her face but i resist and vent my anger on da wall.......i gonna screw u guys 2molo.......u watch out!!!!!

wat a bloody day.......i get back my revenge on u guy!!!!!

April Fool's day.........

Its tat time of da year again where i will 4get bout my problems and release all my trickery tat i hav up my sleeves...... ppl think tat im childish 4 celebrating april fool's day........but i dun care.......april fool's day is my day 4 freedom........i was up 2 my tricks as usual.......'kenakan' anyone down my path.......its really a stress relieve thing 2 do........boy! i feel good bout myself........we all noe bout april fool's day but do we really noe da history bout it??? i found tis article on da net tat did explain brief bout april fool's day......

"Unlike most of the other nonfoolish holidays, the history of April Fool's Day, sometimes called All Fool's Day, is not totally clear. There really wasn't a "first April Fool's Day" that can be pinpointed on the calendar. Some believe it sort of evolved simultaneously in several cultures at the same time, from celebrations involving the first day of spring.
The closest point in time that can be identified as the beginning of this tradition was in 1582, in France. Prior to that year, the new year was celebrated for eight days, beginning on March 25. The celebration culminated on April 1. With the reform of the calendar under Charles IX, the Gregorian Calendar was introduced, and New Year's Day was moved to January 1.
However, communications being what they were in the days when news traveled by foot, many people did not receive the news for several years. Others, the more obstinate crowd, refused to accept the new calendar and continued to celebrate the new year on April 1. These backward folk were labeled as "fools" by the general populace. They were subject to some ridicule, and were often sent on "fools errands" or were made the butt of other practical jokes.
This harassment evolved, over time, into a tradition of prank-playing on the first day of April. The tradition eventually spread to England and Scotland in the eighteenth century. It was later introduced to the American colonies of both the English and French. April Fool's Day thus developed into an international fun fest, so to speak, with different nationalities specializing in their own brand of humor at the expense of their friends and families.
In Scotland, for example, April Fool's Day is actually celebrated for two days. The second day is devoted to pranks involving the posterior region of the body. It is called Taily Day. The origin of the "kick me" sign can be traced to this observance.
Mexico's counterpart of April Fool's Day is actually observed on December 28. Originally, the day was a sad remembrance of the slaughter of the innocent children by King Herod. It eventually evolved into a lighter commemoration involving pranks and trickery.
Pranks performed on April Fool's Day range from the simple, (such as saying, "Your shoe's untied!), to the elaborate. Setting a roommate's alarm clock back an hour is a common gag. Whatever the prank, the trickster usually ends it by yelling to his victim, "April Fool!"
Practical jokes are a common practice on April Fool's Day. Sometimes, elaborate practical jokes are played on friends or relatives that last the entire day. The news media even gets involved. For instance, a British short film once shown on April Fool's Day was a fairly detailed documentary about "spaghetti farmers" and how they harvest their crop from the spaghetti trees.
April Fool's Day is a "for-fun-only" observance. Nobody is expected to buy gifts or to take their "significant other" out to eat in a fancy restaurant. Nobody gets off work or school. It's simply a fun little holiday, but a holiday on which one must remain forever vigilant, for he may be the next April Fool!"

Finally its over!!!!!!

After almost 2 weeks planing 4 my themed buffet exam..........it was down 2 tis day 4 it 2 b complete.......now it's finally over and done........wat a tiring day 2day.........so many things 2 do........so much pressure from da supervisor and oso da lecturer..........but 2molo oso kenot rest cos got CKO 2 prepare 4 next tuesday's buffet.......i think their theme is "retro 70's"..........very farfetch if u ask me bout da theme..........anyway, i hav 2 distribute all da duties of how cooking wat and doing wat coz da chef lecturer will b late 2molo and i have 2 settle all of it........tis is b'coz.......im da Chef of the Day............very stressful.........dunno how lah 2molo.....just live it 2 Holy Spirit 2 settle tis matter.........

My practical exam last week..... 

luck of da lefties

me and her was having a bad day 2day........i was alreadi late 4 college 2day and i 4gotten my lecture notes on my way 2 college and i had 2 turn back and take it.........then, da 2nd time, i 4got my pendrive and had to go back twice!!!!...........she, on the other hand, couldnt' park her car near college coz da parking ticket machine wasn't working and she had 2 park somewhere quite far from college and oso she 4got her assignment tat was 2 be passed up 2day............we both had a terrible day 2day but it was not all bad coz she manage 2 pass it up on time........by hook or by crook...........i, just finish my PDS exam 2day any i manage 2 answer all da questions in da given time where else when my frens, who got 2 do it on monday.....say it was tough and had not enough time..........wat a day.............. : )

Life as u lik it...........

A Life Poem.......

Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind.
Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind...
Life can be blissful and happy and free...
Life can put beauty in the things that you see...
Life can place challenges right at your feet...
Life can make good of the hardships we meet...
Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin...
Life can reward those determined to win...
Life can be hurtful and not always fair...
Life can surround you with people who care...
Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs...
Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns...
Life teaches us to take the good with the bad...
Life is a mixture of happy and sad...

So...

Take the Life that you have and give it your best...
Think positive, be happy let God do the rest...
Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...
Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet...
To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall...
Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all...
Take the love that you're given and return it with care...
Have faith that when needed it will always be there...
Take time to find the beauty in the things that you see...
Take life's simple pleasures let them set your heart free...
The idea here is simply to even the score...
As you are met and faced with Life's Tug of War

Damn tired after futsal.........

@ 1.15pm, me and a few fren when to Bukit Jalil 2 play futsal.............we took da KTM amd then the Star LRT to go there.............we started a bit late coz of our late arrival...........i slept @ 5.00 am 2day........tats y i was kinda low in form and could perform my normal game..........tats y i let a lot of goals 2day.........i was very frustrated that time as there were no help from my team mate........but i did manage top class save 2day.......tats da high point 4 2day........then i went back n i just remember i had 2 do my intro 2 biz assignment and oso get ready 4 my 2 practical exam next monday and tuesday..........tats all 4 2day coz i wanna continue my assignment.........

My new and improve blog..........

After days of experimenting with HTML codes and trials and errors(mostly errors), i finally got it right just now........ Now its more stuff in it and but must change all the colour to match da whole blog.........kinda ugly lah now but it will change soon........... must find more html codes and add more feature.............all of tat will be added on later coz kinda bz with a lot of things 2 do.........

F&B practical exam done!!!!!!

Merdeka............Finally tis "nightmare" is over and done........... tis is da most toughest exam of all my 4 practical exam which is comin' soon.............i was at college from 10 am till 10.30 pm........preparing 4 da exam...........After reaching home, i straight away did my assignment which is due tomolo..........@ 11.20 pm, i just remembered tat 2day is 'her' birthday and quickly call 'her' up and wish her..........dunno how i can 4get her birthday............probably due 2 stress of da exam............im still doing my assignment..........and im just writing tis 2 release stress and writing wat u feel does work to relive stress...........i feel much better now...........now.......back 2 my assignment................. : )

Love for lefties...........

All my life of my love life............i've been through dates, love, crush, break ups, make ups etc.......... all the girls tat i ever been with or liked.......all have one thing in common.........there are all left-handed.........from my 1st crush until now......... i notice tat i am fond on left handed gurls.......... i am too, a left-handed person............there something appealling about left-handed gurls 2 me.........hehe : ).........wat a small world.........
There is an article wrote by someone tat i found in the net da can prove y am i attracted 2 left-handed gurls:

"Through the duration of my life, I have been told that left handed individuals make better lovers. This being that they are more attentive to the needs of their lover. As we all know, lefties grow up knowing that they simply MUST compromise to fit into a society peopled with "righties". This, naturally, would make us basically "easy-going" and, eventually, eager to please. I am a south paw, so modesty will not allow me to toot this horn. However, from experience, I can assure you that all my left handed lovers have been something to write home about. Hope this helps," -Mandy the lefty-

In the sense, its kinda true through tis woman's article........... so......to all lefties, we are special in our own way and dun let anyone 2 tell u tat u aren't..............

Lifes seems 2 pass me by........

In Times Of

by Kit McCallum

My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.

It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ...

Yet finds no direction.

My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.

It yearns to find warmth and happiness ...

Yet it somehow eludes me.

My eyes seek out visions in times of want.

They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ...

Yet they cannot see the light.

My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.

They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ...

Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.

My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.

They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ...

Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.

My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.

It poses intense questions that demand answers ...

Yet there are none to be found.

My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion.

It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ...

And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact.

Valentine's Day is not that bad after all.......

Valentine's day was not as boring as last year............got a few gals wishing me Happy Valentine's Day......... pretty gals wishing me Happy Valentine's Day............ i gave someone chocolate and she didnt expect it 2 come from me.........she appreciate the gift and thanked me 4 it..............(tis is a different person not 'her')

She is nice, and cute gurl tat i kinda hav a crush on her last time............... now, its coming back tat crush on her .......... after she receive it, se straight away sms me, when i was sleeping...............i really dun mind coz i knew she cared...........
it nice 2 hav someone 2 car 4 u.......... : )

Valentine's Day comin'............

Looks like it will be another year of a meaningggglesssss, borrrrrringggggg, valentine's day 4 me again for 3 years in a row................ no one 2 go out with.......nobody to giv gifts.............. 2 add 2 da misery...........lecture classs in the morning (sign)..............
look's lik it gonna pass me by just lik other ordinary day i go through everyday........... so lameeee......... :(

--life is meaningless--

Happy Chinese New Year to all !!!!!!!

Today is da 1st day of CNY.................. (sign) no really going anywhere tis year...........just stay @ home ndstare @ da com whole day.............my frens all went 2 Kuantan and im stuck here in Selangor......... no place 2 go coz all close 4 CNY................ nothing 2 do.........so, i'll write more and paste on my blog.......

She's still in my mind............

As the days go by...............i still cant get her out of my head..........every day and every night, i'll thinking of her.......i've try to 4get tat crush but to no avail.........wat should i do? is there a solution 2 tis promblem tat im facing???....... Can someone help to find a way out of this dilemma tat im in???.......... i feel kinda strange and when i see her and when i dun c her i feel something is not rite in me.............wat a problem tis is.............
Anyway, life is going upwards and downwards in me........... (sign) im happy sometimes and a bit sad and down........one day u'll c me happy and joking around, another day, i'll be a poor, sad guy........ wat a miserable life im going through............ nobody can c rite through me coz its all covers with a different type of feeling..............but deep down inside its all dark, insecurity, pain from previous break ups and rejection which nobody noes bout' it........... i dun really let other people noe how am i feeling rite now.............not even my best friends..............all i noe tat i hav 2 live on in life and hope the rite gal 4 me is out there 4 me 2 search 4 her........
-" Life is a rollercoaster just like inside of me"- Ronald Keating's album "rollercoaster"