Sunday, October 29, 2006

Hardest thing about love......

I saw this posted on the friendster's buletin a while back.....It's really true to the dot if you are in love with someone......
Im not implying in anything, so don't jump to any conclusions.....XD

Hardest things about love...

1. Falling in love with your bestfriend..

2. Falling in love with someone in love with your best friend..

3. Loving someone too much it hurts..

4. Choosing to let go of someone you love somuch because it's the only right thing to do..

5. It takes time to have the one you LOVE, but just a second to lose it forever, LOVE is bliss until it's gone..

6. Belonging to someone else when the right one comes along..

7. Falling in love with someone who belongs to someone else..

8. Choosing between friendship and arelationship..

9. Pretending to be NOT IN LOVE with someone when you're actually dying to tell him/her that you are..

10. Admitting to be in love with a friend despite his/her imperfections..

11. Realizing that the more you to try to forget, themore you try to fight the feeling, you just find yourself falling in love more..

12. Letting go of someone, and then realizing youwill never find another one like him/her until he/she,s gone..

13. After so many years of being together, you findout one day you,re not in love anymore..

14. Trying to hide your feelings from someone only to find out later that he/she loves you back and then you realize your chance has already passed..

15. The HARDEST thing about falling in love is believing it exists after love has failed you time and time again.
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Cheers........

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

My 100th post!!!! it's a rant.....

Let me take a few seconds to breath and be calm enough to write this post.....

**few second passed**

This is my 100th post to be on my blog.....but, unfortunately, it's going to be a rant because of a series of unfortunate events happened to be this few days....

BTW, i should have more that 100 by now after blogging for more than a year but due to my busy schedule laziness, i couldnt write a lot.....

anyway, back to my post......

Friday (20/10)
since deepavali was tomorrow, stupid children playing firecraker in the playground near my house.....i call them stupid because they do not have the sense of understanding other people's feeling and condition.....most firecraker is so damn bloody loud, that it'll make your heart skip a beat.....this gua mulu kids never play firecraker before, that's why they have to make people's lives miserable with the loud bang..... they also do not have a sense of time when there are playing with this mini explosives.....24/7 is there time.....damn you kids.....waste your parents money on stupid things....get a life lah......

Saturday (21/10)
deepavali..... a bit quiter that day because of of the kids either die from the firecrakers burning them balik kampung or have to go shopping for stuff with their parents..... well, that not it today's rant
i play futsal today and had a torney with another team....i, as usual i the goalie..... another frustation because we lost due to a lot of defending error and a few of mine as well..... subtitute myself 20 minutes before the match ended....couldn't take it anymore......and on top of that, my left feet hurts like mad and my futsal shoe play it's last game......

Sunday (22/10)
3/4 way to boiling points......my hattrick team was locked by the GM because of some misunderstanding.....this really made me more frustrated then yesterday......damN!!!!! i worked damn hard on the team for more then 3 years!!! don't lah destroy my team....or else it's 3 years down the drain....damn u GM!!!!!!make my life more miserable then before.....

Monday (23/10)
ohh!!!! today really takes the cake......went out to Asia Cafe with some friends.......we go makan and play pool....normal gathering..... ate ba li thong today.....so long never eat already.......boiling point went down a bit.... my friend's ex-classmate came and talk to him.....all of the sudden, that fella (the ex-classmate) thought it was a great idea to throw a firecraker under the seat next to me(my friend, F was seating there....)
Stupid fella!!!!!!! WHAT AN IDIOT!!!! REALLY BAKA NERO MAN!!!!!! made my right ears temporary deaf but thank God regain my hearing a few moments later.......
I was like (and everyone around Asia Cafe) was stunned for a while...i didnt know what to react at that time.... it was either i get up and knock his socks off or just seat there

What will you react at that time????
a patron seated nearby.....damn ah beng gangster-like came near our table an act like some pussy tai kor from chow kit...... that ah beng was with an old man a few of his friends nad family i think....not sure.....

he came, took that BAKA NERO and gave him a piece of his mind and even threaten us as well, One of my friends, J was like trying to defend my other friend, F from the ah beng.....wa lau weh....got reinforcement lah that ah beng....another blondly ah beng came.....no harm done....just exchange of "words".....

Then the ah beng pull the ex-classmate by the back of his neck and asked to apologize to the old man.....he was on both knees when he did it.....

(profanity beware!!!!! turn away if you don't want to read the rest of my post)

Serve that bugger right man for F**king throw firecraker near me!!!! Stupid Marder F**ker......Old man, children, pregnant womAN, people of problems and diseases cannot F**king take it man!!!! WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO IF ANY OF THE ABOVE DIES HAR????? YOU CAN AFFORD MEH????? STUPID BASTARD!!!

You wanna F**k around with that firecraker, why don't you bloody stuff it in you @$$hole and burn it B**ch......DONT YOU HAVE ANY F**KING COMMON SENSE OR YOU JUST HAVE A BRAIN TRANSPLANT WITH A PIG?????

Next time if you wanna jump in the pit of fire, why don't you do it by your F**king self.....

YOU ARE BETTER OFF F**KING YOURSELF THAT YOU DO OTHERS!!!! YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO LIVE LAH.....GO, DO YOURSELF AND OTHERS A FAVOUR AND JUMP OFF A HIGH CLIFF AND LAND HEAD FIRST ON A PILE OF JAGGERED SHARP-EDGE ROCK AND EATEN BY A PACK OF WOLVES AND S**TTED OUT IN YOUR OWN POOL OF BLOOD!!!!!

Damn!!! that felt good!!!!!

Sorry for my abusive language....no words can express my feelings about my situation this few days.......

No mood to Cheers.....

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

You & I........

It's been a long time since i posted any poems that i wrote.......coz dun have any inspiration lah........if there's any, whether sitting on the toilet bowl or just lepaking in my room, I automatically open my notepad and scribble on it whatever i have......
Well here goes,.......


You and I are connected
in a way that goes beyond romance,
beyond friendship,
beyond what we've ever had before.
It has defied time, distance,
and changes in ourselves
and in our lives.
It has defied every explanation.
Except one:
Pure and simply, we're soul mates.

I can't explain, I just feel it.
It's there in the way my spirits lift
whenever we talk.
The sound of your voice brings me home,
in a way I can't explain.
It's in the delight I feel, when we laugh
at exactly the same things.
When I'm with you,
it's like a tiny piece of the universe
shifts into place.
A place it's supposed to be,
and all is right with the world.

These things and so many more,
have made me understand
that this is a once in a lifetime,
forever connection.
A connection that could only exist
between you and me.
And deep in my soul,
I know that our relationship
is a rare gift.
One that brings us
extraordinary happiness
all through our lives.....


Cheers......