Christmas Is just around the corner........

Christmas is an auspisious occasion where people exchange gift with one another, eat until you go fat!!!! sing christmas carol, etc.....but the most important reason is EATING!!!! to remember the birth of Jesus Christ.....

Christmas is also a big headache for me as it is very hard to get people christmas presents.....getting for girls is not that hard compare to getting for guys.....(refer to kenny Sia"s blog for pointer to get a guy a present.....hehe)....anyway, my last minute christmas shopping is already done....whatever i need to buy for everyone on my list is complete......

This year Christmas is a bit different that the past year as i am not celebrating it with all the leng lui my friends in church but in McD's.....Working lor on that day....*sob *sob some more night shift....haihzzz....*sign..

Its kinda sad really........but what to do.....haihzzz......

Well, have to just suck it up and go on with my life......have to wait for another year to celebrate it with my friends...haiz.......(i do i sign too much but ...........wat to do....kinda sad lor)

Aiya!!!....don't know what to write some more lah.....im gonna stop here with a poem lah.......

Christmas time is for games and fun,

For making cakes, and the odd bun.

You have a laugh and eat some sweets,

Christmas time is full of treats.

Gifts are under the Christmas tree,

Lots of presents for you and me.

But dont forget what its all about.In your mind,

with out a doubt.

Because lots of people do not know,

The meaning of Christmas isnt all gifts and snow.

Its the birthday of Jesus, remember that,

It not about eating turkey and getting fat,

Its celebrating life and being with your friends,

Thats why in peoples hearts Christmas never ends.

1 week already........

Didnt blog for almost a week now, coz lazy working leh........

It has been more then a week since i've started my industrial training in McD's as acoolie Restaurant Manager Trainee......For the first few days.....it was very tiring because so much bloody things to do not used to working after 1 1/2 years didnt work........my legs were in pain for standing and walking for 8 hours........
Now, its not that bad because too many things to do as you dont get bored easily........my managers were ok lah.....can tahan them lah nice people.....always willing to teach me and correct me if i make a mistake or anything.......

I didnt regret choosing McD as my internship training.........i was mocked and laugh by my friends reluctant at first to choose it.....but by god's grace, it was a right choice to go there.......the internship salary is so little!!!! but more then what my other friends were getting from their place...hahahaahah is not that important as the value of training is much more valuble.......hehe

McD's is a great place to train for internship training as they gives you a lot of career opportunity to become the clown if you ever want to run a fast food chain like McD's (they r not paying me 2 advertise tis they should lah coz promoting them......its just my opinion......)

There is still another 4 months and 3 weeks left in my training.......but if time flies at this current rate, it will be very fast (yay!!!)......

But for now.....i'll just endure the tiredness have fun there and do a good job in McD's by God's grace.....

If any of you would like to kacau me visit me, the McD's that im in is in Mentari......opposite the famous Yuen Steamboat near my house.....sometimes kinda bored leh.....

PS...just trying out the sensored lines on words like in Wes's blog......haha

Byebye Christine.......*sob *sob

(sori christine....curi ur pix from friendster)

Christine Choo.........(haha..same surname as me...)i known u back when i was in semester 1 and you're in semester 4......back then, i thought u were some snobbish person who is very action and proud.....but after getting to know you more....you were this nice gal that is friendly and nice......You're kinda cool too.....sadly, after 1 1/2 years of knowing each other.....you'll have to go your separate way....so do i......it seems like yesterday i've just met you and now you're leaving.....*sign....time really envy us.......
you were the best khai khar jie i've ever known......(actually you're da only pet sis who is older the me....haha)
its very sad that your leaving......well, life have to go on and time will always move clockwise and does not wai for anyone.......
This post i dedicate to you and i hope that you'll love it.......well, i couldn't be there to see you leave as it'll make me more sad.....just wanna say goodbye and hope that we'll meet with each other next time....f faith will bring us together......sayonara, a bientot, goodbye, choi kin, selamat tinggal......

Take care......remember me alwayzzzzz.......

I am the invisible man......

This past few weeks.....i felt that i was invisible to my surroundings........to my friends........to the environment....
i fell like a lamp post by the roadside which people could care less......(b4 u guys bombard me saying tat im very judging, childish, too emotional, etc.....im just writing based on myself n every1 is entitle to their own opinion).....

I fell like that im all alone, by myself with God of course lah........
what a boring world this is......I fell that im just not fitting in society....like an outcast(dun worry.....im not writing a death note....)
i only find comfort by praying and also writing my feelings in this blog......still....there's this void exist in my life....kinda sucks this feeling.....

i fell so down and sad......no one know as i always hide my feelings with another face(im not wearing a mask)....only this blog and perhaps the people reading my blog lor(i noe hardly ppl visit my blog anymore....)

*sign......im too down-hearted to write anything anymore......im not the type of person that pours out feeling to others......always keeping it too myself as i dont to trouble others with my problems......

Holidays toooooo short!!!!!

I 've just finish my exams yesterday.......(haha, my seniors n juniors hv 2 suffer 1 more day )....boy...it was a bit tough...but thank god manage to do most of it......now, currently having a very,very short break from college before going to my industrial training.....(tok bout escaping da boiling water but jumped into the frying pan)......*sign....
gonna be busy the entire 5 months......plus, not getting to see any of my friends in college for that time period.....(in a way is a bit nice lah....coz some of them really give my headache....no offences).....anyway...my blogging days is not over because i'll be using my blog as my jurnal for my industrial training as i need to do my report.......i'll be writing what have happen to me in my workplace......i'll still be around....im not gone forever
(i noe some ppl wish 4 tat......lol...)
but worst part is my pet sis will be gone for good and i dont know when will she be back....gonna miss her he most.....*sob *sob....
this blog is a bit short but its just to thank everyone for being there for me and i appreciate all of it all though we have our up's and down's but we manage to pull through.....see you guys in 5 months' time......keep in contact always......arigato......merci borcoup....seh seh......tor che.......kam siah....terima kasih.......

Wedding @ Seremban.......

I just came back from Seremban at 1.00am just now...... I was in Seremban to attend my cousin's wedding, By the way........Ben tan & Su lin...wish you guys have a happy and everlasting marriage.....
this is the second wedding of my relative this year that i've attended....the 1st one being in taiping.......i think i've post it in my previous post a couple of months back......anyway......in the morning, me and my family went up to Seremban to attend the bride and groom in marriage ceremony...... then, lepak in seremban in Jaya jusco for a while, then went to the dinner in Alison Klana resort.........
There were, if im not mistaken, there is 50 tables of family and friends.....my family was sitted at the 1st table.......(wa lau weh.....so front!!!!!)...anyway, my family was not the only family at the table, my uncle(my mom's brother) was there,too.....along with my cousins, hoi Meng, Pui San and the very, very cute Pui Yee!!!!(too bad didnt bring a camera to take the pics to show u guys....)oh ya.....Desmond Soo was there too along with his parents......(tat fella ah......hitting on Pui Yee only ....hahaha)

We had a 7 chinese course dinner(not enugh wei!!!!) of shark fin soup, steam chicken, garupa, fried prawn etc......
othere then that, i had a couple of drinks.....(6 glass 2 be exact!!!) of red wine.......i was not drunk after the 6th glass, just my face turn red......hahaa......
after the dinner concluded, we bid farewell to my uncle (smile at Pui Yee and she smiled back at me........damn!!! sweet her smile....can melt a guys heart......), shaked hands with the newly weds n my their dad's and mom and their in-l;aws........(my aunty, mom's older sister was the grooms mom....)i comglatulated them (say good bye to Pui Yee...hehe) and bid farewell to them.......At 11.30pm, we drove off from that place and went home at 12.40am........
it was fun, tho......meeting all my relative of my mom's side.....as you guys know....my family very big wan......so many until the family tree also cannot fit everyone.....haha.....
i having a bit of headache now.....just wanna finish this and go to sleep........zzzzz

Exams, 4 days holiday, then, industrial training for 5 month.....

what am i doing here???? i should be studying for my exams!!!!!......i've study too much for my brain to process all that info.......now, taking a break and writing this blog for fun......hehe : ) exams.....*sigh* i really don't like it very much (who does???)...thank god my exam is like only 3 days(discounted saturday and sunday).....at least got time to do some last minute revision........(always do things last minute 1......lol).....

i've been studying since in the afternoon until now......(2am)...just finish revising 12 chapter of my subject......*haih* damn boring that subject......still have to study it coz its part of my module........

although my exams only last for 3 days, i dont have any holiday because i'll be doing my industrial training for 5 months starting from 5th december 2005........no time for futsal already or going online to blog........worst..... my pet sis is also going back to Melaka......cannot see her adi *sob *sob.......gonna miss her the most....

they say 5 months will come and go very fast.....(i hope so, too)....well faster go, faster finish....lol.....
(im crapping around coz headache after studying too long.....)

before ending tis blog, i'll would like to wish sarah a happy birthday.....hehe....u can never wish someone's birthday enough....hehe....(i did it in friendster, on msn(2am!!!she was still on9),and now, on my blog...) it's very rare for me to wish someone soooo many time......i think you're the first....hehe...
I pray that your wish will come true and all the best in the coming years......

7 things.....

haih....kena char by Sarah to write bout 7 types of stuff........nvmlah, since nowadays got no nice topic 2 post for your viewing pleasure, i'll gonna post tis.....

7 random facts about me:

1) Do things last minute

2) See too much anime

3) Love to cook

4) I love my pet sis very much

5) Like to kacau my friends

6) Like to make jokes

7) love to eat!!!

7 things I plan to do before I die (if ever i die tht is):

1) get married---doesn't every1???

2) have my own career

3) have my own house

4) compete with Iron Chef in the Kitchen Stadum, Japan

5) Find back my 1st crush n she how's she is doing

6) write a will.....duh!!!

7) get rid off my bad habits

7 things I cant do:

1) I cant dance.....

2) I cant run a marathon....haha

3) I cant write properly with my right hand.......im a lefty...duh!!!

4) I cant change the past....wat is done, its done

5) I cant stand on my hands

6) I cant swim that well

7) I cant ride a motorcycle

7 things that scare me:

1) People that appear out of nowhere in front of you...

2) Cockroach

3) Salesman that tries to sell stuff

4) Getting rejected by girls

5) life without food to eat is scary

6) motorcycles

7) girls having eyes shadows like a ghost.....

7 most important things in my room:

1) Computer

2) Fan

3) TV(not included astro)

4) Pillow

5) my electronic gadgets

6) Mirror

7) my bed

haih......im still online and it's now 3am......dunno y still cant sleep.....lol....

5 bad habits of mine......

haih.......tis sarah ah......mentang-mentang come back into the blogging world, 1st thing adi make me reveal my bad habits......lol
anyway.....welcome back to blogging after almost 6 months of absent from the blogging world......
im da last 1 to post tis i think......

Top 5 habits of mine.......
1) so old already still watch cartoon....especially on the Nickelodeon channel 60 in Astro.....fairly oddparents, spongbob squarepants, etc

2)Go online not to find info but to waste time......Friendster, MSN, naruto, bleach, etc.

3)Study last minute for exam....not the night before but a few hours before exams.....XD

4)Like to kacau my friends in college......

5)I dont comb my hair.......(izzit a bad thing i dunno)

tis is just some of them......cannot reveal too much lah.......kena laugh only later.....haha....must try and break this bad habits.....XD

Top Ten Signs You Won't Win "Malaysian Idol"
courtesy of CBS's late show with David Letterman, edited by me!!

10. You dedicate "I Will Always Love You" to Tan Sri Dr. Samy Vellu

9. Backstage, people say, "Are you still here?"

8. North Korea says if you lose they'll stop producing enriched uranium

7. Your mother says, "You're okay, but I'm really a big fan of Daniel"

6. You were recently named the "Most Wanted Malaysian" by ISA

5. You've already appeared on another reality show -- "991"

4. Vegas gives you the same odds of winning it all as Malaysia's soccer team

3. You cancel your performance to stay home and watch "kopitiam"

2. Paul Moss beats you with the microphone stand

1. Your voice is muffled by the SARS mask

Girls(part 2)....guys better watch out........

In 1 of my previous post, i wrote about the opposite sex.......now, im writing another part of it......(u noe lah, girls are complex being....very hard to understand 1)

In my recent research and a few rounds of interviewing my girl friends (chit-chat on msn).....girls can have a grudge on the person who they dislike for a long time, sometimes even a lifetime if it some big matter.......

in my university college, where i study, i have a coursemate, lets call her A and another coursemate,B...both of them are girls(duh!!) since semester 1, they were in the same group.....in a group they must learn to work together and basically become a team player...which now is very important in the real world....if you're in my line....B, like a guy, C but C does not like B.....(u guys still with me??nvm)C, however always hangout with A....B does not like that and now she hates A....B even try to get in the way of A and C, but to no avail.....from that day onwards....A and B never talk to each other anymore....

They will sometimes backstab each other and occasionally bad mouth each other....its been more then 1 and a-half year......they are still not on speaking terms.....they, until now, still have a grudge on each other.....(wicked) (tis is just an example tat im bringing up 2 prove my point...it's not gossip or anything but a tru story tat happen btw my coursemates)....

When a girl and another girl fight each other (mostly verbal attacks and backstabbing)they can go on and on and on.....a girls grudge can last practically forever...(scary)

plus, girls memory is very 'geng'....can never forget somethings like this....guys out there.....never make an enemy with the opposite sex...it can be very fatal....girls dont use fist to fight like us guys.....their verbal attacks is lik piercing flaming swords....(ouch)...can attack guys mentally.....

P/S.....i dun mean all gurls will have this, i could be wrong about it....it's just another opinion from me....from a guys point of view.....girls reading this....plz dun have any grudge on me for speaking about you girls.....haha

Rainy Days

Rainy Days

by Charlotte Mair

There can be nothing quite as awesome
As Mother Nature spewing her tears on us

Seems rain makes most feel depressed and futile
But it makes me think of the past and gives calm

If ever my times are bad
Rain soothes me

Tiny droplets on the panes
Refresh me, lift me

Sprinkling spatters cool my face
As I look in to the sky -- all lost loves wash clean


Falling deep in to my thoughts -- refreshed
Sleep says hello to my dreams

Patting down on a tin roof -- rain sings
Making the night clear for a new dawn

Never can there be a more soothing sound to me
Breathe the air -- it is fresh and clean
A sound of nature that is free for the choosing
Take this gift of the earth
Use it for your musing
Appreciate the days of rain
And the sun will always shine on your tomorrow

A day with mixed feeling.........

Today, it was not an ordinary day for me as it was mixed so many types of emotions....there's sad, happy, angry, frustrated, and calmness and in 1 day...(i noe wat u guys r thinking.....heck other oso feels the same way everyday....)
anyway......the day started off wit blocked nose and i can practically smell nothing....i was also snezzing all the way to college and also in class.....after that, i had a meeting with my sub-ordinates as a group leader.....aaiya...no need to say lah....always must have meeting one.....the turn out was poor as not all attended the meeting, i was a bit annoyed that time, but it was still ok for me....them me and my team members sat down to discuss some matters regarding our project.....i ask all my team members who were present there to come up with an idea for a theme....althought it was so sudden, we had to brainstorm the idea....on of my fren said something that triggered a fuse in my brain and i exploded in front of everyone(not literary lah), i pack my stuff and left for home.....accidently kicking a chair in the cafeteria and left college....was furious at that time at the same time felt guilty for doing that to my sub-ordinates.....i went to pyramid to vent my anger, so i went to the bowling alley to bowl.....it didnt make me better but even worst....as i couldnt concentrate and keeping getting splits.....i was more furious that time.....then, i went home.....
to make matters worst.....i lost RM5 when i was going home....i only found out when i was at home.....that time.....still angry....
later on,.....watch some TV and i felt a bit cool off tat time.....still, the scene in college still taunts me.....
at around 6pm, (btw, tat was my time 2 use da net @ home), when i was about to use the comp......the stupid electricity suddenly shuts down for 1 hour......anger rise a bit that time....
around 7.12pm, electricity came back......yay!!!! anger gone half of it.....
then, around just now, at 8.45pm, i receive an email from one of my friends and also subordinate......she said that she was not angry with me and understand my feeling of the pressure of stress........immediatly, all my anger went away in an instance......now, happily writing this blog.....

just wanna tell everyone reading this, that if life is on a tight rope, whisper a prayer to God as he'll help you in your life and makes everything beautiful in the end........

Transition of my life.......

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i dont really remember my past except for bits and pieces of memories from a very young age.......i've to ask my mom and dad about my past and how did i behave when i was little.......after "interviewing"with my parents about my past......now i'm gonna post something about it.....

5th of June 1986, around 6.10am, people are just waking up to prepare for work, school kids waiting for the bus to get a ride to school, hawker centers were serving breakfast at this time........
on that faithful moment, i was born in University Hospital, KL.........

when i came out of my mother's womb, i was underweight(seriously...no joke!!!) i weigh in under 2.2kg......unlike my sibling, where they weigh in a normal baby's weight......

throught my mom's explaination, actually, i was suppose to be gone a long time ago at the age of two and a half......my mom said that 1 day, when we're crossing the road, upon reaching the other side of the road, i wanted to ran back to the middle of the road (i dunno y i even did tat....)my mom and dad couldn't stop me as i was running fast that time.....there were a car coming at a fast rate....then as i was running, i suddenly stop for no apparent reason and the car just drove pass me....i was just about a feet a way from the car.......

another incident is that, when i was 6 years old, my younger brother accidently pulled my teeth out with a hanger....both my front teeth came out and throughout tadika, i was without my two front teeth (it eventually grew back b4 i entered primary skool....hehe)

i was very skinny back then....i only put on weight when i was about 9 years old......if im not mistaken.....year after year i begin to be more chubbier, then when i was in form 3 i begin to maintain my weight until now.....hehe....

im not gonna dive in my love life as its obsolete to my post (sori flamers, i malas 2 post bout it too much.....) but all i can tell is that my first crush was when i was 9 years old...i only knew her about a year before she transfered to another school the following year.....until now couldn't find her anywhere....haih.....

i don't to elaborate too much of my life as i just post to you guys is just a-need-to-know-basis.....hehe....

then, my life has it's up's and down's, winning and losing, friends and foes i meet and which have come and go......people i knew.....places i went.....(i noe im just at the tender age of 19 and still have more to experience),
to put it in a simple layman's term.....i leave a normal teenage life.....a complicated 1......hehe....
other post of my transition.....will be post at other time when i get more info of myself.......

Fun time @ Sunway Lagoon......

last monday(26/09/05), me and a couple of friends went to Sunway Lagoon.....since most of the TAR college students were on holiday, so, Jeremy organize a trip to that place.....
it was a monday, and not much people were there.......(i noe lah coz been working there for 4 months adi last yr)
it was still under some renovation as they want to link the new sunway pyramid 2 to sunway lagoon to a new entrance.....


me, chorng zing, kimkim, wai leng, jeremy, moses, victor, and joseph were all there and enjoy our self to the most.....we play on almost all the rides, where we even threaten to push Moses down from on of the ride....hehe j/k j/k

then, we headed to the wet park located downstairs......before that, some of them went 2 change to their swimming clothes....


in the wet park, we ride on all the slides there, the waters of Africa and also we swam in the swimming pool and also the river bay.....where we just go around in circle of the pool.....we were just passing time, we also went to the surf pool area to swim and play there also.....we squirt water at each other, throwing each other in the pool.....it was fun there....











after a few hours there, we took a break from all that excitement and relax while having lunch which kimkim has graciously made for us......hehe: )

after we took our lunch and rested for a while, we all went back to the slides to play some more because we couldn't get enough of it.....by that time some of us very tired alreadi.....(im one of them),


then, later on, we went to change our cloths and departed back to the dry park and snap a few photos and left for pyramid......

as we were in pyramid, we went to Pizzahut for dinner nad ordered 2 large pizza and 1 regular pizza......we were there eating, enjoying ourselves, chatting around, snapping some photos(we all, everywhere we go must snap photos 1...)

then, after that, we walk around pyramid and see some stuff and bid our farewell to each other and left the place and went home......
if u guys wanna c more photos, just click on this
link.....

SSWE(Short Supervised Work Experience) @ Housekeeping.......

SSWE in the Sunway Hotel was a taste of the real thing that i'll be facing in few months time......(my industrial training).....My housekeeping lecturer (Ms Dragon Lady) made us go for this to make us aware of what is it all about in the houselkeeping department of a hotel........it was only for about 2 hour it lasted......i had to make the bed and vaccum the floor in 4 rooms(my trainer a.k.a 1 of the staff, yogi from Bangadesh, did the toilet.....) i didnt want to clean the bathroom because it is so different that what i was taught by Dragon lady....err...i mean my lecturer......so, i just do the bed and vaccum the floor.....i did about 4 rooms in total...

it was kinda fun that i learn so much from it and yogi was a nice guy......i made so many mistake in a few rooms but he was helpful and patient in teaching me......

i only did it for 2 hours and i was a bit tired alreadi.....Yogi had to do this 8 hours everyday......i really respect that guy......

after 5pm i had to go and i bid farewell to Yogi and went to the Housekeeing department office..... there i saw the Queen of all Dragon Ladies aka Executive Housekeeper, Ms Nancy Leong.....her stare was very intimidating as it if i look in at her i'll vapourize into thin air(i exegarated bit...heheh)....she ask my friend and me for feedbacks and then i went home......

im very grateful that i didnt pick housekeeping as on of my SWE(industrial training) for 5 months....hehe : )

Nothing 2 write.......

This few weeks is kinda bored because there's nothing happening in my life......That's why i've got nothing to blog.......Even this blog is written out of boredom......

This is because so many homeworks, assignments, presentations, and also tests to be completed and done......I don't want to bored you guys with my routine life through this blog.......

Although is kinda boring lately, my surrounding has change a bit.....Not a very drastic change.....but it's quite noticable to me......Im not sure what's going on but i think if im not mistaken, since the start of this week...... girls in my college that i rarely talk to or mingle around is communicating with me......and it's like the first time im hearing their voice......Im not thinking that im very 'perasan' but if you guys very in my shoes, you will think this is a different situation that im in.......(to all flamers , dun jump the gun and start shooting me).....

I just don't know why, but this is what i felt this way or may be just that i don't take notice of my surrounding as specific and this time.......or is it the other way around?????

Don't care about it that much because have to concentrate on my studies and get ready for my SWE(industrial training) in 3 month's time and have to train for 5 months......bye for now.....

Merdeka Day @ Putrajaya......

For the first time in all my life, this is my first time going to Putrajaya and also in the merdeka celebration march which is held every year........so, today is like killing 2 birds with 1 stone....hehe : )

I woke up at 5.30 am to get prepared to go to Putrajaya by hitching a ride from Emmanuel who graciously, willingly, let me follow him in his car.....we went to Phil's house because he n Jesu also wanted to go there to see the march (actually Jesu n phil went there to see sanctuary coz she's was marching for her NS camp....bunch of wacky fellas....LOL)

we reach phil's house at 7.10am and they just woke up...LOL (sudah janji wanna bertolak at 7.00am still just half-dead....)elizabeth with her friend was in another car and they arrive almost the same time as us..... in the mean time, Jesu was still bathing, we time him and he took approximately 20-25 minutes to bath......he reason for keep us so long is that he was brushing he teeth (or is he?????)

we made our move at 7.30am and reach there at 8.45am......(cannot find parking leh there coz so full).....after phil parked the car, we went to the proceding and waited for the march.....

Phil and jesu was interview in the process of us waiting for the march by some journalist....(dunno from where one....coz couldn't see any media badge on them)....
The question posted to them was 'What does Merdeka mean to you??' Phil's n Jesu's answer was hillarious...

Journalist: Apakah erti kemerdekaan bagi kamu??
Phil: Kebebasan untuk berkawan....(we all giggle at the back of him)
Journalist: Lagi.....
Phil : eh....(didnt know what to say and ended the conversation)..

the journalist turned to jesu...

Journalist: Apakah erti kemerdekaan bagi kamu??
Jesu : Kebebasn untuk bersukan(we laugh like mad at he back of him)
Journalist: Lagi.....
Jesu : kebebasan untuk menjadi kaya.....
me : (behind jesu) kebebasan untuk mencari perempuan....
Journalist: (everyone laugh)(writing something on her notepad) terima kasih
kamu semua.....

After that we waited for another half and hour then we could see sanctuary....

Sanctuary's platon was the first group to march through.....she was holding a Johore flag(which look damn heavily for a petite girl like her.....)anyway, she manage to carry it.....she was very exicted that she saw us at the side of the road where she was marching....and us too....

Anyway, back to the ceremony, i didnt really pay must attention to it because the ceremony was kinda boring and we were standing there under the hot morning sun.....

After that, we were finding Sanctuary everywhere because the two jokers wanted to see her......we walked up and down and search high and low and finally, after 1/2 hours, we found her.....she was glad to see us and vice-versa.....she was a totally different person as she look more tougher and more confident in herself.....but she's still as sweet as before she went to NS...hehe...

After seeing her, there we aircraft doing and air show there....it was very exicting to see it....kinda cool....

Then, one of my ex-schoolmate, chee hau was sanctuary's comrade in the same camp...he just we up to me from behind and said hello....i was suprised that he was there too....wat a small world......hehe : )

After taking pictures and bidding our farewell to sanctuary, we departed from there and went to phil's house in the afternoon.....

A whole new semester with headache subjects......

Wahhh!!!!!! This week just started my new semester....Semester 5.....
before i continue, i would like to thank the Lord for very good results i receive in my finals last semester.....

continue to my post.....This semester is a killer semester as few new subjects will be teached such as MICE--(and im not meaning da prural of mouse)it's Meeting, Incentive, Convention, Exibition), Organisation Behaviour(dunno what is it about), Cost accounting(damn complicated with a more complicated lecturer), Housekeeping II(life with the dragon lady lecturer) and also Front Office which it's teach by last semester course tutor(people nicknamed him "Doremon"---dunno why??)

All this subjects is killer subjects as each and everyone of them has soooooo many assignments, presentations and also **glupp** homework.....This semester cannot play so much as last semester....must study very hard.....

In addition, in about 4 months time, im gonna be on my 5 months industrial training and until April 2006.....in the mean time, must summit a lot of reports and go to numerous interview with my future employers......waahhhhhhhhh!!!!stress like nobody's business.......

But my time table is okaylah because although i've got class from 8.30pm to 4.30pm, i've got friday's of every week.......that's da good news lah


There is more bad news.....i've got my club activities to run and with just a few week's time, another event runned by my club have to be done.......and last but not least....a video shoot that is directed by me have to be complete by this semester......or else.....kena pancung kepala by my producer....(actually their my lecturer in-charge of this and also high expectation from my School's director of SHTM).......

This semester cannot 'play-play' anymore.......must 'gambateh' in my studies with God's help lah of course.......

Lonely.......I am so lonely.....

Have you ever feel like there is no one around you to talk to or feel like people around you treating you like you're invicible??????

It's kinda sad when you think of it.......no one to talk to.....everyone neglecting you......haih.....im always feeling that way all the time......very 'chai leong' that's what me pet sis always say......

This type of feeling is like going to the movies alone, or even eating at a 5-star restaurant by yourself......that type of loneliness is the lowest of them all......It OK to have a bit of quality time by yourself, but not everytime.....like me.....

My friends always go out 'kai-kai' but they 'tak' ajak me 1.......Sometime they do, but, its like they know when im busy and cannot go (in my opinion lah....) When i've holiday or all the time in the world..... they don't take the intiative as a friend to ask me whether i want to follow them a not.......
To the extend, im, like, begging them to let me tag along......damn sad inn'it......

Life with friends can be cruel at times.....it's also depends on what friends you have.....

Take for instances my 2 week's holiday(which is ending soon), no one ask me out to go places......im like stuck at home or go to pyramid or midvalley by myself.....very,very 'chai leong' lah me......going out by myself.......no one to teman go out....

haih....life in loneliness is a pretty hard thing to live in.....

Naruto-A-Thon........10 days of non-stop naruto anime.....

Since the holiday started, i've got nothing 2 do.......very "sien"....
so, i've decided to watch all da Naruto anime episode from episode 1 to episode 146(currently).....

I started of on Thursday (4/8), right away after my finals.......i bought few bags of chips, snacks, etc, and a lot of soft drinks and just indulge myself in Naruto......

i didnt leave my comp ever since, (apart from going out, going 2 the toilet, etc).....most of my time was watching and watching it until the very end.....

actually, i didnt plan on watching all of it, but every episode is, lik, wanting you to keep on watching it because the following episode tells you what is going to happen and since it's full of fillers, so, you'll have to follow all of it....hehe : )....

now, i've still got around 1 more week of holiday, and i dunno what to do. i've already went out a few times, i.e. sunway pyramid, midvalley, subang parade,....haih....

LOL....DAMN SIEN lah!!!!!!!

Girls.....guys don't understand the opposite sex.....

We, guy can never understand a girl thinks or does (unless you've have been a one before....)

In my honest opinion, through the studies and research i've done, i can now conclude that i do not understand them at all......hehe j/k j/k

When girls talks to their girl friends, they seems to be talking in another language, as if a all female in the world have develop their own language and only can be understood by them.......guys can never understand what a girl is talking to another girl.... although they are talking in english, a language used globally, but we still can understand what are they trying to talk to each other......my advise to all guy who is reading this, that we, guys can never understand their "language" and just keep quite and let them talk to each other without interuption form you guys or hell will break lose....

Another particular thing that i observe is that female are always winning if there is any fight between the two opposite sex..... this is because the female specimen will always wants to win no matter what......the most prominent fight they will always win is in an arguement......when a girl si talking or having an argument with a guy, they will surely win one......This is because, if a guy would fight back, it will cause another argument to arise.....NO matter whose fault is it, i advise that guy, you'll have to give in and say that you're wrong, even though if it is not your fault......which is better, to save face or to make your life a miserable one??? i'll let you guys to decide on that......

One piece of advise to you guys out there, that woman alwayz have the upperhand in any battle, and if you try to break this so-called circle of life, it would be very devastating to you guys out there.......That;s why is better to avoid any confrontation from them if you value your life.......

To female reader, i hope that this post of my does not offend you gals in anyway as this is just one' person's opinion on girls, i hope that you all don't take it to heart as what i said could be true or could be not....

Friends or some1 u noe??

Haihhhh....... just finish my exam last week.....everyone is should feel happy and wanna celebrate their "merdeka"....but not me.....im feeling kinda depress lately.....dunno why.....
but one thing for sure is that im in kinda a love triangle with my friend also also the girl i lik.......

Let's call the girl A and my friend B.......

i have feeling for A since long time ago (refer to previous post--regarding the 'clues').....my friend, B, too have a crush on her(which he denied to everyone).... a few people knew of my crush, even B(because i told him about it...silly me) he even told me that he does not have a thing for her anyone and wanna become single for a while(very convicing, aih???) (Where got people tell you things you don't want you to hear.....LOL)

Everyone knew that B is close to A but he told me that they are have nothing going on (ya rite)....they sometimes go out with other friends for 'makan' or games (im not in the picture)......they are close to each other compare to me.....

i do not know where i stand in this.......just look at the situation, im like a "ker lei fei" (extra in the movie i.e deadman 1, guy with glasses, etc) i want to confront her and confess my feelings to her long time ago but my friends to me that it will scare her away. But know, after a few months of thinks about it, i finally come to my senses that its just a feeling that comes and go.....

She dont treat me like she treats B, im like someone she knows, not even a friend......why do i go after her also i dunno......... very, very depress now lah...cannot believe my good friend will do something like this to me......

Most people always treat me as if they just know me instead of a friend....friends are very hard to find this days......You might know a person's personality or habits, but they will still be some you know and not a friend.......

A friend will help you in anyway possible and take care of you when you're in need.....looks like my good friend, B is just another person who treats me the same way othe people treat me.....**sign

"Winter" in Malaysia???

This whole month has been like "winter" in Malaysia as the temperature in Malaysia is lower then other day........da average temperature in Malaysia is 32ºC, but now it has drop to 28ºC....
in da morning it will be freezing until i cannot 'tahan'....brrrrrzz..... really like in London.....
anyway, just my opinion of the day......
exam is drawing near in just 2 weeks(actually a lot less then that.....i am as yet to study due to other commitments that i have to complete first.....
that's why this whole week i've been busy and not have the time to blog.......

my life have been very dull for the past month as nothing interesting is happening around me......that's why im taking a long time to finish up this blog....aihh.....

really dunno what to write alreadi....i guess i'll stop here for now....this is the most boring post that i've ever posted in my blog...: (

Naruto the Movie Vol. 1

i recently watch this movie after downloading it from the net.....very malas to buy the VCD because:-
1st reason : not enough money to buy it
2nd reason : even if i have the money, sunway pyramid anime tech does not sell it
anymore and the shop owner said must go all da way to sungai wang plaza
to get it...

since i got nothing better to do on my blog, i've my as well do a bit of review of things from time to time.....

This is the plot of the story......
Set in the Snow country, this movie looks to be a stand-alone adventure that will feature no or little relevance to the main Naruto plotline in the manga or anime. The story will follow the plight of the leader of the Snow Country, his young daughter and his younger brother. Originally, the ruler of this small, ice covered country was a bespectacled man named Kazehana Sousetsu, who had helped keep the country peaceful and had ambitions to let his daughter rule the country when he had retired.

However, his younger brother Dotou was also keen to take the throne and he revolted against Sousetsu to take control of the Snow country. Tragically, Sousetsu was killed, but as he died he gave a precious crystal to his daughter, named Koyuki, who then fled the country. At this time, a younger ANBU-member Kakashi was also in the Snow country fulfilling some mission, and it may be logical to assume that he helped the girl to desert her homeland. Ten years later, and back in the present, the new ruler of the Snow country, Dotou, is trying to strengthen his country's military forces in order to challenge the power of the 5 Great Shinobi countries.

Back in the Leaf Village, it is some time after the end of the Chuunin exam, and Kakashi's Team 7 are given a new mission, the first one they've worked together on for a long time. The duty assigned to the team is to escort a popular but selfish actress called Fujimi Yuki to the Snow country where she is to film a new movie, the last in the 'Adventures of the Unlucky Princess' series, even though she is reluctant to go and walks out of the studio. Eventually she is persuaded to go, but the reception she recieves in the Snow country is far from friendly.

Their enemies in the movie are called Mizore, Nadare and Fubuki (whose names translate to Sleet, Avalanche and Snow-Storm) who are dressed in special suits that allow them to utilise snow-based attacks, particularly with the mechanical looking devices on their arms. They attack the actress and Team 7 at once, but there seems to be some relation between their attack and the girl Koyuki, who went missing ten years previously...

This movie was nice and in my honest opinion, it's the best anime movie that i've ever watch.....apart from Samurai-X the movie....there is even another naruto movie coming soon andd they'll be releasing it to japan on August 5th 2005!!!!cant wait to see it.....but have to wait for a least until next year for it to be release in M'sia.....

Sanctuary Lee VS Fann Wong

When i watch Shanghai Night last, last year, i saw the main actress in that movie, Fann Wong looked like Sanctuary (i dunno bout' u guys lah, but this is through my point of view....), here is 1 proof that im not speaking giberish......(refer to photo above) dun you guys think that????

Anyway, just a food for thought...... today was the last day that we'll gonna see Sanctuary because she's going to NS tomorrow.....so, we gave her a farewell and birthday gathering today.....all in one.....

Aih....cannot she her for 3 months.....gonna miss her leh....hehe....

today, was the gathering that we organized for her and i've took the initiative to bake her a chocolate cheese cake.....very rich chocolate.....because inside and outside was covered with chocolate......we all enjoyed it and also the gathering.....

we spend some time in pyramid and played games in the arcade, snooker, and took some pictures...... we gave her a great time there before she depart for NS tomorrow.......

i'll like to take this opportunity to wish her a happy and safe NS trip and all the best when you're there......Peace out : )

its been a week......

aih.....its been more then a week a my cousin sis still not yet pass me da pix 4 da wedding....claming tat it was lost....LOL...kenot show u some pix of my another cousin's wedding......

anyway, i'll just share my experience when i was there......

where did i last stop....ohh ya...after dressing up neatly, me and my family with my uncle and aunty went to the wedding dinner...it was at a chinese restaurant (forgot the name alreadi..) we were the first one in there.....nobody except the bride's(my cousin that is getting married) parents.....tat time was 7.00 pm and the place was already filling up until some people dont have place to sit......after that, the restaurant was packed with families from both side of the couple, friends and etc....1 table was cramped with about 12 people....damn "sempit" that time.....

the uncle in-charge of the PA system played golden oldies from 60's (most of them are all chinese oldies).....i was kinda having a headache at the time hearing all that song.....(some of there were like chinese opera).....

the couple entered the restaurant at 8.30pm....the announcer announces the arrival of the bride & groom.....then it was "makan" time.....the food there were ok lah....not that nice lor.....i'll give 6 out of 10 for the food.....

the food was the least of my worries, there was a karaoke session.....i thought most of the woman there will sing.....mana tau...all middle age beer drinking man was onthe stage singing.....all my "bulu roma naik" because of this.....some of them are like Malaysia idol rejects..... by that time, my headache got worst.....

then, something struck my mind, why my cousin is getting married at this age(she's only 21 years old)???? then i ask my cousin sis who is sitting right beside me.....

me :eh....why all of the sudden she's getting married at this age ah??
sis:aiya.....u dunno mah??buy 1 free 1 mah...
me :huh??(blurred...)
sis:aiyo, she's already 3 months pregnant.....that's why there are getting
married....
me:ohh i see....no wonder....
sis:that's why they have save face mah...
me :but, em thai em chut lor(not noticables)


then, my headache got more worst because of all da middle aged m'sia idol rejects......at 11.00pm, the wedding dinner reach its climax with the usual 'yum seng' then, 11.15, we all depart from the restaurant with a few photo session and went home.....
my family, then journeyed back to PJ after that......we reach home at 3.00 am..

it was tiring, but i'll enjoyed myself there....

Taiping......a small town in Perak

on friday,......my family with my uncle, aunty and my cousin, kimi went to taiping after church.... i was kinda tired tat time coz didnt sleep da whole day on tat day.....i thought can sleep in da car but didnt sleep well lah coz my dad's van aircon damn cold.....i was freezing all da way 2 taiping.....it was a 3hr journey 2 reach taiping from KL......upon reaching there at 3am..... i still couldnt sleep....so my cousin bro took me n my bro 2 da nearest cyber cafe in his Kenari......IMHO....computers there really outdated.....its lik they never upgrade it since da time i went there which it's lik 2 yrs ago.....anyway, when there, play a few games n then went back 2 my uncle's home.....
at 6.45am, my family with my uncle n aunty.....we went 2 da market 2 eat breakfast.....no many choices there coz its still early in da morning....there's tis particular "kuih" tats quite nive lah....crispy on da outside, soft on the inside.....dunno wats da name but my uncle says its so sort of carrot cake.....i beg 2 differ....to my opinion, it was yam....anyway, da chee cheong fun there oso quite nice.....after breakfast, my aunt went 2 da market n bought some vege 2 be taken home 2 KL and my mom followed her.....da thing there compare 2 KL it much, much more cheaper.....my mom n aunt bought a lot of things n after their shopping spree....we went 2 c my family's fren, it was bout 2 hr we were there......
then, when 2 a particular shop tat sells hiong pang......it was a small, family business......crap!!! 4got 2 take their name card.....anyway...their hiong pang kenot get in KL 1....hv 2 go all da way there n buy.....my family bought in bulk da hiong pang.....then, went back 2 my cousin's place n cont 2 play in da cyber cafe there...."Yan tada Yan" .....hehe....
an hr in cc then, went out 2 hv lunch @ da same place....tis time most of da store alredi open....i tried almost everything tat they offer......from thier char keuy teow 2 thier mee rebus....it was cheap n value 4 money.....then as usual.....my aunt n mom went 2 Nagoya.....a textile shop in taiping....n bought a few clothes...then we went back 2 my cousin's place....
by tat time...still kenot sleep even i try 2......wat 2 do....go CC lah after tat......
then, i prepared myself 4 my another cousin's wedding.....(i noe....my family very big 1....) at 6.00 pm....im alredi ready n my aunt from Penang dropped by n said hello.....took a few pics then left da house to da restaurant 4 da wedding dinner.....
bout da wedding.....i'll post it in another blog coz still waiting 4 Kimi 2 pass me da photos////

2 goals from a keeper?????

yesterday, went 2 futsal to get my regular exercise as usual...... become da keeper as usual......never get a chance 2 be in my old position......central defender...but i dun care lah...as long as i get 2 play da whole hour....

but yesterday was da best game i've ever play in my entire lifetime.....i manage 2 score TWO GOALS !!!!!!!! 4 da 1st time......hurrah!!!!! i've never get any chance 2 strike but it was da opponent's mistake of underestimating my throw...... i duwan 2 say who but i think da fella who is reading tis will noe lah....hehe...siapa makan cili dia lah yg rasa pedasnya.....j/k j/k

but, it came at a price....while saving 1 of philip's strike..... da ball that i push away from da goal mouth accidentally hit my pinky (da last finger) and now, its all swollen and bruised.....kenot bend it 2 much as it hurts a lot...ouch!!...

anyway.....a is in da past....let's tok a bit of Hattick.....Sakura FC is drawn wit Dust & ashes, volkommen sv and pseudonmonas.....kinda a bit hard lah tis team coz all quite strong in their own way.....die lor....sure kenot past true group stage 1....hehe....nvm..i wish all in da 6yardcup 4 all da best n try 2 beat Jesudas and give him a good fight coz fluke doesnt always happen everytime.....

time 2 con't my assignment......so, i'll end it here.....buhbye!!!

All lot of birthdays in June......

I've been deprive of sleep 4 da past week due 2 mid-terms and assignments tat must be completed on da dateline given........tat's y i hav not been bloging 4 da past 2 weeks due 2 tis......

Let's not waste anytime n get 2 my blog topic 4 2day (i sound lik my lecturer).....my birthday is on da 5th of June and tis month there is a lot of people's bithday.......as i checked my friendster and my birthday alarm......everyday there's some1 i noe is having a birthday........kinda make u think....doesnt it????
To my opinion, may be June is a good month of da year....hehhe : )
if you guys out day hav an opinion bout tis, feel free 2 write me a comment or in da chatterbox in my blog.

anyway....i really dunno wat 2 write more coz lately, there is nothing happening in my life rite now...... but there is something i would lik 2 tok bout...... i never knew anyone tat hav da same passion that i hav.....cooking.

Kim......a gal from kuching.....studying in KL......she can make really nice sushi......(re: 2 her blog) i dunno how her cooking taste lik but judging from her pics....but i can imagine tasting it....hehe.....
1 day should try ur cooking....c whether nice a not.... n vice-versa....... or we should hav a cooking competition.....Boy vs Gurl contest....hehe....izzen it a good idea???
anyway......i noe ur b'day coming (oso on June.....) if ur reading tis..... i just wanna wish u an early happy birthday.....hehe......

wah.....alradi very late leh......wanna go 2 sleep now......
oh!! b4 i 4got..... no more clues from now on coz it getting kinda lame keeping my frens from guessing n wasting their time.....i just wanna say tat i malas alreadi giving out clues.....just find out urself lah.....i really very malas alreadi.....hehe....g'nite. : )

The First Kiss..........

The First Kiss

I give out pieces,
Day by day,
Of my heart,
In a secret way.


Time passes by,
And my love grows.
Like and endless fountain,
It overflows.


I am patient,
For overwhelming bliss.
The day I receive,
True Love's first kiss.


And when I try,
To take it though,
I take it quick,
And then I go.

Thx 2 all of u........

I'll lik 2 take tis time to thx all my frens 4 remembering da most auspisious day in my life......My Birthday.....

every year everyone will celebrate their b'day (duh!!!) and 4 me tis year is kinda special this as most of my frens remember it......(so touching..... ) its a good gesture 2 remember a person's b'day as it'll make he/her feel special and remembered on tat day...... i was (still) very happy as 2day everthing went right 4 me.....hehe : ).......

actually, in da past year, no 1 remember my b'day, and i'll be always gloomy and sad no tat day.....it just lik another day, another year 4 me..... but tis is more joyful and full of happiness, + 2day holy spirit blessed 2day....really grateful 2 be in his presence......hehe :P....

i dun expect material things from my frens or 4 them 2 throw me a huge party 2 celebrate my b'day......just a wish will make my day......im a simple guy with simple needs......

Life is nice 2day and hope tat everyday will be as good as today........ all thx 2 the Lord 4 all tat he hav bless me 2day and every other day........

oncw again, i would lik 2 dedicate this blog 2 all my frens who remember me and hope tat u too be remember as well.......

P/S ohhh ya, da 3rd clue, since its my b'day, i'll give a clue earlier ahead of time........
she has been my fren since 8 years old and it has been over 11 years we know each other....... and i had a crush since i was ten years old.....go figure who izzit....
i'll a bit more..... we hav 1 thing in common....... da type of food tat she and i lik a lot.......kenot tell wat izzit as it'll spoil da answer......it's a type of m'sian typical snack........
2 clue 4 da day......im very generous 2day..hehehZ: )

3 hours futsal...........very tiring.......

For da 1st time i've played futsal for 3 hours.....it was damn tiring.....my whole body is aching every where....... 2molo dah lah kena pergi college.....good thing it'll start @ 10.30 am.....boleh tidur lama sikit.....hehe

2day in college dunno wat i study during M'sia studies..... we had an open topic about discrimination.....we were debating it with out lecturer and 1 thing lead 2 another.....even marketing and management subject can creep in.....LOL... damn boring lah tat time....kenot tahan coz da topic quite out of the main text tat we r discussing.....*swt

too much thing 2 do now lah coz assignment and homework i not yet finish yet.....b4 i end tis blog....
tis is da 2nd clue from da previous post...... my h/p no. is 0126801264......got corelation with da person's birthday....da no. tat is not there is da answer.....it could be da no. of da month or day day.....it's 4 u 2 figure it out!!!(can figure a not , NEO???heheh......

Who is da 1 lik?????

Does ur frens always wanting 2 noe bout ur love life????i.e. who's ur crush??? do u lik any1??? etc, etc, etc...... tis is bcoz they r very curious 2 noe more bout u or they r just "tak han mo yeh cho"(got nothing better 2 do).....

i was posted tis Q from a few of my frens and i didn't want 2 tell them coz a few years back, i had a crush on a gurl n my frens came 2 noe bout it, but she didnt noe bout it.......anyway, 2 cut da long story short, she knew i lik her bcoz "some1" actually burst da bubble..... and ever since, she's been treating me differently ever since, lik im not there at all(maybe i exaggarated a bit lah).....

since they wanna noe, i be giving a few clues in a few of my posting later on....actually a few tips is inside a few of my posting, they have 2 read my archive since day 1........hehe :)

1st clue......they can be left or right handed or both but they have 1 thing in common, is their hair......can be straight, curly, wavy, etc......

actually i dun want 2 giv out much coz i still have yet tell her bout it.......i still dunno whether she'll accept me a not coz my main fear is REJECTION.....(doesn't every1 has tis???).......

im happy 2 accept any comment bout tis from anyone.......: )

Its been a long time.........

It's been a long time since i last blog..........im very sori becoz of too much assignment and homework 2 do plus my club have something 2 do.......since i hav so time 2 write right now, i'll go ahead and write something......
4 da past month, it was a hectic time 4 me due 2 certain commitment(as mention above)....... let me just recap the whole month.........

-doing another blog for committee-
-accounting homework-
-management assignment-
-studying most of the time-
-etc, etc, etc-

so much stuff and still got some more 2 go.........some more next week got progress test and oso more homework coming.......

beh ta han lah......need a lot of grace 2 finish all of it.......
i'll stop 4 now coz i wanna go 2 sleep alreadi........

Birthday Gathering @ Korean Buffet.......

it was 11 of May 2005, the day Mike and Beth was born(different year) and we all gather a few people for a small makan.......2 c some of the pics that we took during Beth & Mike B'Day Gathering
although there were only 9 of us(if im not mistaken) but we ate till our heart's content......it was kinda price but wat da heck, u dun celebrate some1's b'day everyday........
we were crazy there from the start till we went back.......we were da noisiest in the restaurant.......we had a lot of fun....... i was content wit it a went home with nice memory of it.......

Sem break comes and goes......

it's hav been a week alreadi tat my sem break hav come n go.......it was a boring week wit nothing 2 do nor anywhere 2 go........all i did was just lying around @ home n going on9......finally 2day it's over!!!!FINALLY!!!!! kinda getting bored @ home......
2day, i went 2 college 2 get my result.........THANK GOD!!!!!! i got a satisfying result out of it, even though i literary didnt touch da note........or else it will be better tat wat i got......nevertheless, its still a good result 2 get........n still maintain a 3.1 point average in my CGPA.........: )

after tat, went 2 pyramid 2 walk around 2 check something out......bumped into some of my collegemate and had 'makan' in pizza hut.....my frens treat......hehe.....(freeload of my frens.......so bad...) then, went 2 get a pair of earphone after my old 1s dunno fly where......

must prepare 4 sem 4 coz its gonna be tougher than last sem n by God's grace, manage 2 pull through.........most probably my blogging time will be lesser......hope i can write more if i had da time........

6 hrs 4 nothing..........

i woke up earlier than my usually time i alwayz wake up on saturdays.........2day, i had 2 go college in da morning coz got some situational leadership training.......n, beliv it or not......i was participating in it.........reach college @ 8.45 am n went wit my frens in da classroom da 'training'........when me n my frens register, they gave us masking tape 2 write or name n paste it on or shirt........lik a name tag.... so lame......if we knew earlier, we'd made or own name tag.....anyway, we started @ 9.30 am n da person giving da talk was kinda boring(i refrain from revealing da identity of da person) until i wanna sleep........ @ 11.00 am, they gave us a 15 mins break.......b4 tat, da person split us up into different groups........we were kinda suprised coz my frens n i were going 2 split up......anyway, my group was ok, i guess.........we had 2 come out wit a logo n a war cry.........

after 'tea time' we continue wit da talk.........really.....it very boring tis time coz there were not much thing 2 do.......coz he just keep toking n toking........... not much activities....coz he just keep toking n toking.......(now i was waiting 4 lunch time).......

da gurl in my group tat was seated next 2 me.......was kinda cute........she reminds me of 2 of my frend's features combined n look lik her....... she was quite fun n she had sooooo many command of the person giving da talk........her name kinda unique.....DAWN.... dunno izzit her really name of short 4 Dawson or something.....

lunch time was @ 1.10 (finally!!!!) i went wit my coursemate 2 makan in da cafeteria...... after 1 hour......we were back @ da classroom 2 continue........boring, boring, boring.......i dun noe y i'd join it in da 1st place???? only da last part of da session i had some enjoyment.....coz we had 2 erect a structure........we had a good idea and started building on it n we near got it right until da last minute......it fell apart n all bcoz we jumped up n down coz da other group's structure fell down n we were over excited......dumb lah.....LOL.

da time was 4.00 pm n da session came 2 n end.......n i went back home straight away.....i not gonna participate in any tok if da speaker is something lik him.......LOL......

MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!X7.......No more exam..

phew........after 3 long grueling dayz of exam.........it finally OVER!!!!! no need 2 burn midnight oil alreadi..........i can sleep peaceful 4 one week without any pressure of exam or studies............but 1 week kinda short coz time flies by very fast...........n b4 u knew it.........next sem starts..........aiya, y lik tat lah??...... longer a bit mah.....LOL.........

wah........tis sem really drain my energy a lot coz of da buffet and dinner exam.........well, im glad its all over............actually i kinda miss kitchen pratical coz there is where i can really so my strength in cooking...........y ah.....u dun beliv ah???? honestly, i love 2 cook.........i prefer cooking then eating more.............when ppl appreciate it, i feel lik motivated n satisfied.........

after tis post.....i gonna go kai-kai n sleep syok-syok later.........bye....zzzzzzzzzzzz

wat r frens 4........anyway???

i thought r there 4 u and 2 guide u in da pathway of ur life???? Frens r there 2 support u???? to help u in need?? coz....... "a fren in need is a fren indeed" tat is 1 of da common proverbs use........ to me......not really true.......

i honestly tell u tat my mandarin speaking skills is next 2 none......Frankly, i really dunnohow 2 speak well........but, im willing 2 learn it even though from da number's 1 -10......so far, i've learn a few words tat enable me 2 communicate wit 2 da aunty who take order in da restaurant, whether drinks or 4 food.....

everyday, i learn a new word from my frens......but it came wit a price.......everytime i try 2 make a sentences, they will laugh @ me n saying how funny i pronouns certain word......i fell very down rite now coz 2 learn, i learn from them.....but i dunno y they can laugh bout it.......im willing 2 learn but everytime i try, laughter can be heard from them......wat type of frens is tis????

ppl trying 2 learn but 'kena' laugh @.......it really make me wanna quit learning n just go on with my life without learning it.......

mandarin is da 2nd most spoken language in da world.......n i dun wan 2 be left out......plz lah......dun b lik tat, wanna help, giv support not laughter......izzit so fun, huh??? y dun u put urself in my shoe 4 a change n c how u lik it.......LOL

not only tat......my ex-admiree(a person who u prev lik) was passing me a piece of paper n i ask her izzit a love letter 4 me(i ask in a joking manner) she reply n i quota her....."dream on"

Dream oN!!!!!!!! looks who's dreaming now??....... lik you cantik sangat......LOL.......i where got lik u alreadi...... i totally 4gotten bout u alreadi long time ago......dun be so perasan can a not????

ABO was quite tough........

ABO(Alcoholic and Beverage Operations) practical exam was quite tough but by God's grace i manage 2 get a good result of it.........although i messed up 1 or 2 questions tat i ask regarding da jigglers(spirit measure) but i manage 2 get most of it correctly........ after da practical exam, i went out with my friends 2 holiday villa 4 buffet, then a game of snooker and then, u guess it........makan again @ a mamak stall @ SS 15.......i now damn full......i think 2molo breakfast oso kenot eat......hehe..... now, have 2 concentrate on my exam coz its just around da corner...... aiya.....must go back study after blogging.......: )

Hurrah!!!!! tat's da last of my practical's.....

Finally.......i finish all my group practical exam, be it in da restaurant or kitchen.......yeah!!!!! no more stupid group members 2 giv me a hard time and no more 'mangkuk ayun' bossing me around.......i dun have 2 be troubled b them anymore (4 now)
but, im gonna miss my kitchen service and.....a bit 'lah' in my restaurant service....... now i can concentrate on my exam which is next week.........but, i still hav 1 more practical exam.....ABO!!!!! tis is kinda hard having 2 open a bottle of wine, doing da garnishing and oso identifying spirit measures.......i hope i can go through it by God's grace and get a good grades from it........in 2 week's time, i'll hav my sem brake.....but it only will last for 1 week and then i'll start my 4th sem........

Bloody group members!!!!

2day was da 2nd day of preparation 4 2molo's buffet........i, as da Chef of The Day is in-charge of everything tat is related 2 all da dishes da will be placed in da restaurant......I had a briefing after finish preparation wit my team members........i told them tat they hav 2 summit 2 me a report by friday........a few of them opposed tat they wan 2 do only 1 of the report when each of us r require 2 do 2 -3 report.......i told her tat everyone will do more then 1 but she rebelled and wanted 2 do 1 report........ she even told me 2 shut up as i raised my voice coz i dun think tat my msg reached her brain.......i wan damn frustrated wit her and just walked away.........not only tat.....when i was in da restaurant looking @ da decor and i tooked up a palm leaves(the other group's wan) and i took 2 of it and she scolded me as is i broke something of us or destroy their decor........i even said sorry 2 her but she scold me more louder........who da heck 2 do u think u r???...... i felt like i wanna slap her on her face but i resist and vent my anger on da wall.......i gonna screw u guys 2molo.......u watch out!!!!!

wat a bloody day.......i get back my revenge on u guy!!!!!

April Fool's day.........

Its tat time of da year again where i will 4get bout my problems and release all my trickery tat i hav up my sleeves...... ppl think tat im childish 4 celebrating april fool's day........but i dun care.......april fool's day is my day 4 freedom........i was up 2 my tricks as usual.......'kenakan' anyone down my path.......its really a stress relieve thing 2 do........boy! i feel good bout myself........we all noe bout april fool's day but do we really noe da history bout it??? i found tis article on da net tat did explain brief bout april fool's day......

"Unlike most of the other nonfoolish holidays, the history of April Fool's Day, sometimes called All Fool's Day, is not totally clear. There really wasn't a "first April Fool's Day" that can be pinpointed on the calendar. Some believe it sort of evolved simultaneously in several cultures at the same time, from celebrations involving the first day of spring.
The closest point in time that can be identified as the beginning of this tradition was in 1582, in France. Prior to that year, the new year was celebrated for eight days, beginning on March 25. The celebration culminated on April 1. With the reform of the calendar under Charles IX, the Gregorian Calendar was introduced, and New Year's Day was moved to January 1.
However, communications being what they were in the days when news traveled by foot, many people did not receive the news for several years. Others, the more obstinate crowd, refused to accept the new calendar and continued to celebrate the new year on April 1. These backward folk were labeled as "fools" by the general populace. They were subject to some ridicule, and were often sent on "fools errands" or were made the butt of other practical jokes.
This harassment evolved, over time, into a tradition of prank-playing on the first day of April. The tradition eventually spread to England and Scotland in the eighteenth century. It was later introduced to the American colonies of both the English and French. April Fool's Day thus developed into an international fun fest, so to speak, with different nationalities specializing in their own brand of humor at the expense of their friends and families.
In Scotland, for example, April Fool's Day is actually celebrated for two days. The second day is devoted to pranks involving the posterior region of the body. It is called Taily Day. The origin of the "kick me" sign can be traced to this observance.
Mexico's counterpart of April Fool's Day is actually observed on December 28. Originally, the day was a sad remembrance of the slaughter of the innocent children by King Herod. It eventually evolved into a lighter commemoration involving pranks and trickery.
Pranks performed on April Fool's Day range from the simple, (such as saying, "Your shoe's untied!), to the elaborate. Setting a roommate's alarm clock back an hour is a common gag. Whatever the prank, the trickster usually ends it by yelling to his victim, "April Fool!"
Practical jokes are a common practice on April Fool's Day. Sometimes, elaborate practical jokes are played on friends or relatives that last the entire day. The news media even gets involved. For instance, a British short film once shown on April Fool's Day was a fairly detailed documentary about "spaghetti farmers" and how they harvest their crop from the spaghetti trees.
April Fool's Day is a "for-fun-only" observance. Nobody is expected to buy gifts or to take their "significant other" out to eat in a fancy restaurant. Nobody gets off work or school. It's simply a fun little holiday, but a holiday on which one must remain forever vigilant, for he may be the next April Fool!"

Finally its over!!!!!!

After almost 2 weeks planing 4 my themed buffet exam..........it was down 2 tis day 4 it 2 b complete.......now it's finally over and done........wat a tiring day 2day.........so many things 2 do........so much pressure from da supervisor and oso da lecturer..........but 2molo oso kenot rest cos got CKO 2 prepare 4 next tuesday's buffet.......i think their theme is "retro 70's"..........very farfetch if u ask me bout da theme..........anyway, i hav 2 distribute all da duties of how cooking wat and doing wat coz da chef lecturer will b late 2molo and i have 2 settle all of it........tis is b'coz.......im da Chef of the Day............very stressful.........dunno how lah 2molo.....just live it 2 Holy Spirit 2 settle tis matter.........

My practical exam last week..... 

luck of da lefties

me and her was having a bad day 2day........i was alreadi late 4 college 2day and i 4gotten my lecture notes on my way 2 college and i had 2 turn back and take it.........then, da 2nd time, i 4got my pendrive and had to go back twice!!!!...........she, on the other hand, couldnt' park her car near college coz da parking ticket machine wasn't working and she had 2 park somewhere quite far from college and oso she 4got her assignment tat was 2 be passed up 2day............we both had a terrible day 2day but it was not all bad coz she manage 2 pass it up on time........by hook or by crook...........i, just finish my PDS exam 2day any i manage 2 answer all da questions in da given time where else when my frens, who got 2 do it on monday.....say it was tough and had not enough time..........wat a day.............. : )

Life as u lik it...........

A Life Poem.......

Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind.
Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind...
Life can be blissful and happy and free...
Life can put beauty in the things that you see...
Life can place challenges right at your feet...
Life can make good of the hardships we meet...
Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin...
Life can reward those determined to win...
Life can be hurtful and not always fair...
Life can surround you with people who care...
Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs...
Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns...
Life teaches us to take the good with the bad...
Life is a mixture of happy and sad...

So...

Take the Life that you have and give it your best...
Think positive, be happy let God do the rest...
Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...
Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet...
To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall...
Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all...
Take the love that you're given and return it with care...
Have faith that when needed it will always be there...
Take time to find the beauty in the things that you see...
Take life's simple pleasures let them set your heart free...
The idea here is simply to even the score...
As you are met and faced with Life's Tug of War

Damn tired after futsal.........

@ 1.15pm, me and a few fren when to Bukit Jalil 2 play futsal.............we took da KTM amd then the Star LRT to go there.............we started a bit late coz of our late arrival...........i slept @ 5.00 am 2day........tats y i was kinda low in form and could perform my normal game..........tats y i let a lot of goals 2day.........i was very frustrated that time as there were no help from my team mate........but i did manage top class save 2day.......tats da high point 4 2day........then i went back n i just remember i had 2 do my intro 2 biz assignment and oso get ready 4 my 2 practical exam next monday and tuesday..........tats all 4 2day coz i wanna continue my assignment.........

My new and improve blog..........

After days of experimenting with HTML codes and trials and errors(mostly errors), i finally got it right just now........ Now its more stuff in it and but must change all the colour to match da whole blog.........kinda ugly lah now but it will change soon........... must find more html codes and add more feature.............all of tat will be added on later coz kinda bz with a lot of things 2 do.........

F&B practical exam done!!!!!!

Merdeka............Finally tis "nightmare" is over and done........... tis is da most toughest exam of all my 4 practical exam which is comin' soon.............i was at college from 10 am till 10.30 pm........preparing 4 da exam...........After reaching home, i straight away did my assignment which is due tomolo..........@ 11.20 pm, i just remembered tat 2day is 'her' birthday and quickly call 'her' up and wish her..........dunno how i can 4get her birthday............probably due 2 stress of da exam............im still doing my assignment..........and im just writing tis 2 release stress and writing wat u feel does work to relive stress...........i feel much better now...........now.......back 2 my assignment................. : )

Love for lefties...........

All my life of my love life............i've been through dates, love, crush, break ups, make ups etc.......... all the girls tat i ever been with or liked.......all have one thing in common.........there are all left-handed.........from my 1st crush until now......... i notice tat i am fond on left handed gurls.......... i am too, a left-handed person............there something appealling about left-handed gurls 2 me.........hehe : ).........wat a small world.........
There is an article wrote by someone tat i found in the net da can prove y am i attracted 2 left-handed gurls:

"Through the duration of my life, I have been told that left handed individuals make better lovers. This being that they are more attentive to the needs of their lover. As we all know, lefties grow up knowing that they simply MUST compromise to fit into a society peopled with "righties". This, naturally, would make us basically "easy-going" and, eventually, eager to please. I am a south paw, so modesty will not allow me to toot this horn. However, from experience, I can assure you that all my left handed lovers have been something to write home about. Hope this helps," -Mandy the lefty-

In the sense, its kinda true through tis woman's article........... so......to all lefties, we are special in our own way and dun let anyone 2 tell u tat u aren't..............

Lifes seems 2 pass me by........

In Times Of

by Kit McCallum

My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.

It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ...

Yet finds no direction.

My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.

It yearns to find warmth and happiness ...

Yet it somehow eludes me.

My eyes seek out visions in times of want.

They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ...

Yet they cannot see the light.

My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.

They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ...

Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.

My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.

They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ...

Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.

My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.

It poses intense questions that demand answers ...

Yet there are none to be found.

My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion.

It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ...

And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact.

Valentine's Day is not that bad after all.......

Valentine's day was not as boring as last year............got a few gals wishing me Happy Valentine's Day......... pretty gals wishing me Happy Valentine's Day............ i gave someone chocolate and she didnt expect it 2 come from me.........she appreciate the gift and thanked me 4 it..............(tis is a different person not 'her')

She is nice, and cute gurl tat i kinda hav a crush on her last time............... now, its coming back tat crush on her .......... after she receive it, se straight away sms me, when i was sleeping...............i really dun mind coz i knew she cared...........
it nice 2 hav someone 2 car 4 u.......... : )

Valentine's Day comin'............

Looks like it will be another year of a meaningggglesssss, borrrrrringggggg, valentine's day 4 me again for 3 years in a row................ no one 2 go out with.......nobody to giv gifts.............. 2 add 2 da misery...........lecture classs in the morning (sign)..............
look's lik it gonna pass me by just lik other ordinary day i go through everyday........... so lameeee......... :(

--life is meaningless--

Happy Chinese New Year to all !!!!!!!

Today is da 1st day of CNY.................. (sign) no really going anywhere tis year...........just stay @ home ndstare @ da com whole day.............my frens all went 2 Kuantan and im stuck here in Selangor......... no place 2 go coz all close 4 CNY................ nothing 2 do.........so, i'll write more and paste on my blog.......

She's still in my mind............

As the days go by...............i still cant get her out of my head..........every day and every night, i'll thinking of her.......i've try to 4get tat crush but to no avail.........wat should i do? is there a solution 2 tis promblem tat im facing???....... Can someone help to find a way out of this dilemma tat im in???.......... i feel kinda strange and when i see her and when i dun c her i feel something is not rite in me.............wat a problem tis is.............
Anyway, life is going upwards and downwards in me........... (sign) im happy sometimes and a bit sad and down........one day u'll c me happy and joking around, another day, i'll be a poor, sad guy........ wat a miserable life im going through............ nobody can c rite through me coz its all covers with a different type of feeling..............but deep down inside its all dark, insecurity, pain from previous break ups and rejection which nobody noes bout' it........... i dun really let other people noe how am i feeling rite now.............not even my best friends..............all i noe tat i hav 2 live on in life and hope the rite gal 4 me is out there 4 me 2 search 4 her........
-" Life is a rollercoaster just like inside of me"- Ronald Keating's album "rollercoaster"

Very happy got 2 c my 'khai kah jie'

Its been almost a month i never got 2 c my pet sis............ i really miss her so much............ life will not be da same without her.............. we ate at da college restaurant with a few of her friends..........she introduce me to her friends............one very 'leng lui' name caroline and one handsome chap name Albert..........we had a long chat @ da restaurant until it closed............ we were toking and toking.............. go 2 da foyer and oso da cafeteria still toking....... i really enjoy her company coz she's nice and a bit 'siow' @ times...............she's funny, friendly, can rate her as 'leng lui' oso lah (if i dun say tis, she'll 'belasah' me wan)............ 1st time i saw my 'kar jie', i thought she was a snobbish and serious person.........turns out she's OK lah...........she gives me a lot of tips and her experience really help me a lot and she oso encourage me 2 do stuff tat i've never dun b4 (in my studies, wat were u thinking)................. i had a pretty good day 2 day and i hope it will be better 2molo...........: )