Merdeka Day @ Putrajaya......

For the first time in all my life, this is my first time going to Putrajaya and also in the merdeka celebration march which is held every year........so, today is like killing 2 birds with 1 stone....hehe : )

I woke up at 5.30 am to get prepared to go to Putrajaya by hitching a ride from Emmanuel who graciously, willingly, let me follow him in his car.....we went to Phil's house because he n Jesu also wanted to go there to see the march (actually Jesu n phil went there to see sanctuary coz she's was marching for her NS camp....bunch of wacky fellas....LOL)

we reach phil's house at 7.10am and they just woke up...LOL (sudah janji wanna bertolak at 7.00am still just half-dead....)elizabeth with her friend was in another car and they arrive almost the same time as us..... in the mean time, Jesu was still bathing, we time him and he took approximately 20-25 minutes to bath......he reason for keep us so long is that he was brushing he teeth (or is he?????)

we made our move at 7.30am and reach there at 8.45am......(cannot find parking leh there coz so full).....after phil parked the car, we went to the proceding and waited for the march.....

Phil and jesu was interview in the process of us waiting for the march by some journalist....(dunno from where one....coz couldn't see any media badge on them)....
The question posted to them was 'What does Merdeka mean to you??' Phil's n Jesu's answer was hillarious...

Journalist: Apakah erti kemerdekaan bagi kamu??
Phil: Kebebasan untuk berkawan....(we all giggle at the back of him)
Journalist: Lagi.....
Phil : eh....(didnt know what to say and ended the conversation)..

the journalist turned to jesu...

Journalist: Apakah erti kemerdekaan bagi kamu??
Jesu : Kebebasn untuk bersukan(we laugh like mad at he back of him)
Journalist: Lagi.....
Jesu : kebebasan untuk menjadi kaya.....
me : (behind jesu) kebebasan untuk mencari perempuan....
Journalist: (everyone laugh)(writing something on her notepad) terima kasih
kamu semua.....

After that we waited for another half and hour then we could see sanctuary....

Sanctuary's platon was the first group to march through.....she was holding a Johore flag(which look damn heavily for a petite girl like her.....)anyway, she manage to carry it.....she was very exicted that she saw us at the side of the road where she was marching....and us too....

Anyway, back to the ceremony, i didnt really pay must attention to it because the ceremony was kinda boring and we were standing there under the hot morning sun.....

After that, we were finding Sanctuary everywhere because the two jokers wanted to see her......we walked up and down and search high and low and finally, after 1/2 hours, we found her.....she was glad to see us and vice-versa.....she was a totally different person as she look more tougher and more confident in herself.....but she's still as sweet as before she went to NS...hehe...

After seeing her, there we aircraft doing and air show there....it was very exicting to see it....kinda cool....

Then, one of my ex-schoolmate, chee hau was sanctuary's comrade in the same camp...he just we up to me from behind and said hello....i was suprised that he was there too....wat a small world......hehe : )

After taking pictures and bidding our farewell to sanctuary, we departed from there and went to phil's house in the afternoon.....

A whole new semester with headache subjects......

Wahhh!!!!!! This week just started my new semester....Semester 5.....
before i continue, i would like to thank the Lord for very good results i receive in my finals last semester.....

continue to my post.....This semester is a killer semester as few new subjects will be teached such as MICE--(and im not meaning da prural of mouse)it's Meeting, Incentive, Convention, Exibition), Organisation Behaviour(dunno what is it about), Cost accounting(damn complicated with a more complicated lecturer), Housekeeping II(life with the dragon lady lecturer) and also Front Office which it's teach by last semester course tutor(people nicknamed him "Doremon"---dunno why??)

All this subjects is killer subjects as each and everyone of them has soooooo many assignments, presentations and also **glupp** homework.....This semester cannot play so much as last semester....must study very hard.....

In addition, in about 4 months time, im gonna be on my 5 months industrial training and until April 2006.....in the mean time, must summit a lot of reports and go to numerous interview with my future employers......waahhhhhhhhh!!!!stress like nobody's business.......

But my time table is okaylah because although i've got class from 8.30pm to 4.30pm, i've got friday's of every week.......that's da good news lah


There is more bad news.....i've got my club activities to run and with just a few week's time, another event runned by my club have to be done.......and last but not least....a video shoot that is directed by me have to be complete by this semester......or else.....kena pancung kepala by my producer....(actually their my lecturer in-charge of this and also high expectation from my School's director of SHTM).......

This semester cannot 'play-play' anymore.......must 'gambateh' in my studies with God's help lah of course.......

Lonely.......I am so lonely.....

Have you ever feel like there is no one around you to talk to or feel like people around you treating you like you're invicible??????

It's kinda sad when you think of it.......no one to talk to.....everyone neglecting you......haih.....im always feeling that way all the time......very 'chai leong' that's what me pet sis always say......

This type of feeling is like going to the movies alone, or even eating at a 5-star restaurant by yourself......that type of loneliness is the lowest of them all......It OK to have a bit of quality time by yourself, but not everytime.....like me.....

My friends always go out 'kai-kai' but they 'tak' ajak me 1.......Sometime they do, but, its like they know when im busy and cannot go (in my opinion lah....) When i've holiday or all the time in the world..... they don't take the intiative as a friend to ask me whether i want to follow them a not.......
To the extend, im, like, begging them to let me tag along......damn sad inn'it......

Life with friends can be cruel at times.....it's also depends on what friends you have.....

Take for instances my 2 week's holiday(which is ending soon), no one ask me out to go places......im like stuck at home or go to pyramid or midvalley by myself.....very,very 'chai leong' lah me......going out by myself.......no one to teman go out....

haih....life in loneliness is a pretty hard thing to live in.....

Naruto-A-Thon........10 days of non-stop naruto anime.....

Since the holiday started, i've got nothing 2 do.......very "sien"....
so, i've decided to watch all da Naruto anime episode from episode 1 to episode 146(currently).....

I started of on Thursday (4/8), right away after my finals.......i bought few bags of chips, snacks, etc, and a lot of soft drinks and just indulge myself in Naruto......

i didnt leave my comp ever since, (apart from going out, going 2 the toilet, etc).....most of my time was watching and watching it until the very end.....

actually, i didnt plan on watching all of it, but every episode is, lik, wanting you to keep on watching it because the following episode tells you what is going to happen and since it's full of fillers, so, you'll have to follow all of it....hehe : )....

now, i've still got around 1 more week of holiday, and i dunno what to do. i've already went out a few times, i.e. sunway pyramid, midvalley, subang parade,....haih....

LOL....DAMN SIEN lah!!!!!!!

Girls.....guys don't understand the opposite sex.....

We, guy can never understand a girl thinks or does (unless you've have been a one before....)

In my honest opinion, through the studies and research i've done, i can now conclude that i do not understand them at all......hehe j/k j/k

When girls talks to their girl friends, they seems to be talking in another language, as if a all female in the world have develop their own language and only can be understood by them.......guys can never understand what a girl is talking to another girl.... although they are talking in english, a language used globally, but we still can understand what are they trying to talk to each other......my advise to all guy who is reading this, that we, guys can never understand their "language" and just keep quite and let them talk to each other without interuption form you guys or hell will break lose....

Another particular thing that i observe is that female are always winning if there is any fight between the two opposite sex..... this is because the female specimen will always wants to win no matter what......the most prominent fight they will always win is in an arguement......when a girl si talking or having an argument with a guy, they will surely win one......This is because, if a guy would fight back, it will cause another argument to arise.....NO matter whose fault is it, i advise that guy, you'll have to give in and say that you're wrong, even though if it is not your fault......which is better, to save face or to make your life a miserable one??? i'll let you guys to decide on that......

One piece of advise to you guys out there, that woman alwayz have the upperhand in any battle, and if you try to break this so-called circle of life, it would be very devastating to you guys out there.......That;s why is better to avoid any confrontation from them if you value your life.......

To female reader, i hope that this post of my does not offend you gals in anyway as this is just one' person's opinion on girls, i hope that you all don't take it to heart as what i said could be true or could be not....

Friends or some1 u noe??

Haihhhh....... just finish my exam last week.....everyone is should feel happy and wanna celebrate their "merdeka"....but not me.....im feeling kinda depress lately.....dunno why.....
but one thing for sure is that im in kinda a love triangle with my friend also also the girl i lik.......

Let's call the girl A and my friend B.......

i have feeling for A since long time ago (refer to previous post--regarding the 'clues').....my friend, B, too have a crush on her(which he denied to everyone).... a few people knew of my crush, even B(because i told him about it...silly me) he even told me that he does not have a thing for her anyone and wanna become single for a while(very convicing, aih???) (Where got people tell you things you don't want you to hear.....LOL)

Everyone knew that B is close to A but he told me that they are have nothing going on (ya rite)....they sometimes go out with other friends for 'makan' or games (im not in the picture)......they are close to each other compare to me.....

i do not know where i stand in this.......just look at the situation, im like a "ker lei fei" (extra in the movie i.e deadman 1, guy with glasses, etc) i want to confront her and confess my feelings to her long time ago but my friends to me that it will scare her away. But know, after a few months of thinks about it, i finally come to my senses that its just a feeling that comes and go.....

She dont treat me like she treats B, im like someone she knows, not even a friend......why do i go after her also i dunno......... very, very depress now lah...cannot believe my good friend will do something like this to me......

Most people always treat me as if they just know me instead of a friend....friends are very hard to find this days......You might know a person's personality or habits, but they will still be some you know and not a friend.......

A friend will help you in anyway possible and take care of you when you're in need.....looks like my good friend, B is just another person who treats me the same way othe people treat me.....**sign