[untitled] -rant post

Suddenly got the urged to blog at 6am.......got insomnia this full day due to the new project im doing currently......Only been sleeping a few hours a day.....zzzz

Lately, been feeling a bit isolated....towards girls especially. Last time, i'll be smiling to them, they smile back, striking a conversation with them, having a nice yamcha session, hanging out, etc....

Now, it's not even 'hi-bye' anymore.......just walk past and not say anything.......not even an eye contact and the worst part is......been given the cold shoulder.....brrrrr

Most girls are famous for this, especially the decent-looking-above-average type of girls.....that's ok coz you girls don't want to mix with the low-life type of people you call guys.

I understand, but the worst part is, the fugly ones that are their friends also gives you the same cold shoulders......seriously........(pause)

I have no idea why this happened.....i started getting this last month, dunno why.....as if they knew about the skeletons in my closet came out.....everyone has skeletons in their closet and it being revealed really sucks....thats how i feel lah.....no one will ask or enquire from you and just keep their distances from you......most cases, if they do ask you, you'll just denied it just to sav face......

I admit, i do have some stuff that even my closest friend even have no idea.....Everyone has their secrets and it's not for the public eye to know about it......I'll bring it to my grave then revealing it to anyone......

For sure it wont be in this blog.......NO FREAKING WAY!!!!

Anyway, it's just something that i need to get off my chest.......most girls are ice queens......too high and mighty.......*pui*

look in the mirror and this time look properly before you pass judgement on other people and put yourself iin my shoe.....you'll see you are know different then other people.......