Angry or sad????

*Rant........Damn bloody pissed of yesterday......(still damn angry.....) IM pissed off !!!!! because of two reasons............

1) Yesterday, some people say wanna go makan steamboat to celebrate her birthday........i like sor chai agreed blindly and he said that he'l get back to me as soon as possible........Nabeh!!! i thought wait for few minutes, mana tahu, until 6pm also no answer.......wasted 13 hours waiting for the answer........then, sms him asking for the confirmation, argggghhhhh...... didn't answer me but ask some one else to sms me back saying that the plan cancel already and they are happily stuffing their face in McD's........damn kau pissed off that time.......char tou......nothing to say already.....(taking deep breath to calm down.......)

2) After few hours later, while i tengah syok-syok tengok football......another sms came from my group member regrading the assignment (potong stim betul lah!!!) that i allocate to all of them........they can dare sms me that they couldn't give the answer to the assignment yesterday, that is due on tuesday. Damn kau x10 pissed already...........some more saying that they can only pass it to me on monday afternoon.........MONDAY AFTERNOON??????? i gave them until last Friday and can still negotiate for few more day.........damn kau lan man they all..........

Too many not smart people in this world lah........never use common sense or take people's feeling into consideration......perhaps im too nice too them until they walk all over me like the kaki lima at Petaling Street!!!!!!

That's it!!!!!!! Cannot take it anymore man..........No more Mr. Nice Guy already........Time to take extreme drastic action against them.........(i never use extreme and drastic in one sentences before......this is how im damn pissed off!!!!!)
I guarantee that they will never mess with me again........

*P/s this is a rant that i cannot keep mum and had to pour out all of my frustration to my so-called "friends"........

Back to College........

It's been a while i didn't blog.......holiday got nothing to do..........so, nothing to write lor........ anyway.......i've started college last week on Monday..........haihzzz....Monday.......have to wear professional wear........damn!!!!i dont really like to wear them.........

I was a bit tired that morning.....didnt have enough sleep.......went to college a bit drowsy.......luckily didnt fall on the roadside......lol

Do you guys/gals have something that really makes your day?? i digress.......When u ate that nasi lemak, which is breakfast for champs, or your girlfriend gave you a morning call..........i will sure to put you in a good mood for the day.......For me, if i see a leng lui in the morning, it really makes your day.........

That was what made my morning that Monday..........or izzit that tuesday???? i forgotten already...........lol.....nvm......While walking to the lift, saw this leng lui......kinda cute......look very familiar........(lol.....i dun say tat 2 every cute gurl i c......)Coz i saw her back.... (btw.....i was not stalking her.....lol)....she was going to the same lift as me........There's when i saw her face.........aik!!! it was Sheena........didnt see her quite long already......close to 1/2 a year.....

Anyway, when you get your "fix" of your daily dose of good mood "pills", nothing can make you change your good mood.....not even your moody lecturer or coursemates.......

Cheers....

Finally!!!!!!!!It's over and done!!!!!!!!

Finally!!!!!!!!! after a gruelling 5 months of training......it's over and done..........I can't believe that 5 months just pass me by damn fast........But, still have a report to finish........haihz......

It was a nice experience during the 5 months of working there......a lot of thing i observed, do, overcome during my training......the people there are nice and friendly execpt for some of the pain-in-the-ass customers........lol

Yesterday, they really gave me "parting gift".......they throw ice water on me.......it was very cold......but it a nice gesture for them to do that.........haha

i gonna miss all of them but not the food.........gotten sick of it after the 1st month......lol

Well.....its time to go back to college next week and this week have to start on my report........

cheers....

Nothing exciting.......

There seems to be nothing exciting happening in my daily life since i've started working.......its just wake up, bath, eat, surf the net, go to work, come back, sleep.....
Everyday is been the same.........now i know how working life is this boring........haihz....... but, it all going to finish in 5 more days........

A the same time i wander, what am i suppose to do during my 1 week break before i start back college????? Im a person with a boring life...... and have nothing to do nor places to go..........dilemma..........damn!!!

Still thinking, and thinking.......but to no avail........lol....

damn sleeping adi..........really dunno what to write in this blog........no use writing much stuff as nobody even read this crap i write........

cheers.......

22 days to go!!!!!!!

Time flies by damn fast when you're working.......i start my training about 4 months ago.....that was about 130 days ago.....Now, there's just 22 freaking more days!!!!!!......plus, ive should have added the javascript next to your screen long time ago.....lol.....Just realize it recently.......

Anyway better late then never......

i felt it was just like yesterday when i started my training..........deprieve of doing my stuff like futsal, hanging out with my friends, watch football, lepak see-see leng lui in shopping complexes......It's just a matter of time till i go back college to finish my diploma.........

im gonna miss working there....with all my new friends, free food not really gonna miss the managers there lah......haha...lol...

well, have to 'tahan' for another 22 days there.......and another month to finish my report......damn malas lah.......

Finish this training, the first thing i'll do is find a girlfriend play futsal!!!!!!!

Cheers!!!!

Crush "crushed"........

I just realize that every girl that i use to have a crush on have so many similiarities........ I dunno why the girls that i have a crush on all used to have boyfriend already....... dunno why........

As you guys observed i use the word "used" because all of them now are single and available....... am I the bad amulet that make girls lose their guys???? perhaps it's just random or coincidence that this happened???? I dunno.......

Im dont simply have crush on any girl, just specific ones.......A true crush is defined as you're having mixed feeling for someone not for lust nor worldy wealth but from the heart........Sometimes people define crush because of their looks or you idolize someone, perhaps an actor/actress, singer etc.....

anyway, back to the topic.....i think it's just coincidence lah.........please don't have the wrong idea that im a bringer of bad luck, most of them broke up in different times and reason...non the same......lol

Goodbye, old "Friend"......

Based of the title, my friend did not pass away or something, it's just a title for my blog......

After 5 years of using my nokia 3310, finally i laid it to rest......(i didnt throw it away.....just kept it some where lah....) I've waited for 1 whole month to get my hands on a N-Gage QD.....yay!!!!!!!Thank the Holy Spirit for this blessing.........

So, this post is dedicated to my old phone........

i took it everywhere i went........it's been my companion for so long.......back then, this simple phone was the "bomb" of every teenager who want to get their hands on it......it was the time where WAP, GPRS or even 3G was still alien to us.......good ol' sms and mono-tone sounds of a ringing tone......

My old "friend" is now obsolete, spare parts for this phone is very scare......once, i broke my phone screen, and had to wait for a few days just to get the replacement screen......the guys that i ask to fix my phone gave me that "so-outdated-still-got-people-use-this-ancient-phone" look......i just left and went to another place to fix it........looks like my phone is not good enough to be fixed by the shop......

Im still not used to my new phone as from the simple features of my old phone to the vast button and complicated stuff on the new one......

Cheers......

50 days left......

There's 50 more days to go till i finish my training in McD's........it seems like yesterday where i started with fries.....now, it like, in the kitchen, the counter, management work,etc......

Becoming the Jack of all trades has it's pros and cons........the good thing is that you can do anything without being told what to do.......the bad thing is that they push you where ever there's not enough people (like a football getting toss around......lol)

anyway.......really got nothing to blog this few weeks.....im very lazy really got nothing to talk about my life........

Last week......my friends from college and i met up each other because she misses me!!!! long time never yum char together......

I actually had work that day....but it started at 5pm....so met up woth them at 1pm in Nando's........

My friends was surprised and happy to see me........surprised because they saw me slimmer then before......

JT: Wah!!!!! Jason lost weight......
SV: Yalah.....no more big tummy
Me:*swt (in my mind thinking that they must have their
eyes checked) no lah....dun have lah
JT:Really!!!!!!! ("!" exclaimation mark coz she was talking so loud)
me:dun hv lah.......

then, went to nando's have some makan.......didn't like nando's that much because went there 1 time and the chicken was dry.....and they claim that their peri-peri sauce especially their flaming hot peri-peri is damn hot.....i beg to differ...it no more hotter then the chicken rice chilli packet that they give.......not bad mouthing nando's but i was expecting flaming hot to be REALLY HOT!!!!!......not just the slight tingling in my mouth......but their side dishes was nice though.....

back to my friend's conversation.....me???? thinner??? ya rite.....i fell the same even before i started with my training......i leave it for you guys to judge.......i didnt do any workout or on diet or something......just my regular dose of futsal every week......

if they say the same, then i'll believe them lor......

anyway, i wanna go to sleep already coz wanna got to work tomorrow........haih..work everyday oso very sienz 1........lol

cheers.........

That special day........

That Special Day
by Jason Choo

It's that time again,
When all lover celebrate their love together,
Roses are bought for their love ones,
Candlelight dinner for 2,
Spending time together,
On a special day,

For i dont believe on that special day,
Why do we have to celebrate our love on that day?
I don't need to tell you how i fell,
For you know already,
I love you everyday of my life,

That day may be special for all lovers,
But you are special to me everyday,

Valentine's day is just another day,
But our love is here to stay,

Forget all the chocolates and flowers,
You are all i need,
As you're the best gift that anyone could ever have,

You don't have to say a word,
For your pure heart says it all,

My dear,
Everything i say it's all from my heart,
I meant every word i say,
Purely and solely from my heart,
To show my love to you.

This is one of my latest poem that i made for V-day........Everytime a special day or a special person cross my mind......my creative side will show itself.......

Im not the person you would think that likes literature or even art.....but sometimes, my left brain will function to produce creativity.....(or izzit right???dunno leh....)

Im not doing anything for V-day(or am I????) this year.....it'll be just another day for me......but it's kinda sad 'lah' .....some more it's my off day.......

aiya...just sleep only lah through it lah........

Cheers......

Sakura FC

Nothing to blog this week and got nothing to write about Valentine's day yet .......haha...so, i wanna take this opportunity to write about my hattrick team........

After 3 years of having this team, i as yet to talk anything about my team.......btw, that my logo that i stole from an online website selling weapons made a long time ago......originally it was just the cherry blossom ("sakura" in japanese).....but adding the blue cresent give it a nice touch.....don't you think????

The name comes from an anime that i used to watch before it's series ended 2 years back.....Cardcaptor Sakura.......haha...i know it's such a girly anime like sailormoon but it's quite interesting......somehow.....lol

Anyway.....i had this team during a month before SPM.....haha.....very "good" time to play an online game......During this 3 years of playing hattrick, i encounter many problems, like buying the wrong player, simply wasting money on players, lost training for two weeks, losing 7-0 in my 3rd game in-charge, etc......

From that day i lost 7-0, my team rose up like a phoenix rising from the ashes and now, eventually become a team that can prove to be a force in hattrick......that time losing 7-0 was a turning point on whether i wanted to continue a not.....so, i just play on....

Looking back, the mistakes i make becomes a guideline for me to improve more......

That's how actually my blog got it's name, cherry blossom.....(wanted to be 'cherryblossom' but someone took that name and i have to put a number to different shape it.....damn....)

Aiya.....this have to my blog for this week.....may next week i'll post something else.......lol....

So fast 4 days......

Today is the 4th day of chinese new year.......and also the end of my long damn short!!! off day.....*sign...so fast time flies.....haih....not enough time to enjoy myself nor relax.....must go work tomorrow.....(tat means 2day lor...in da evening.....damn confusing.....)

This year chinese new year, my family didnt plan to go anywhere like in previous years.....wanted to go to Penang...but dunno whether my aunty is there or not.....(coz she's having a bit of ammnesia and also her husband recently passed away...) that's whether i dont think there is a place for my family to stay.....

Almost every year, my family and i will go somewhere lah for a holiday.....last year was Perak (my dad's hometown), last, last year was Seremban (my mom's sis place), last, last year was Penang(my mom's hometown), etc....This year is just stay at home and watch some TV and shopping lah......

Beside, if my family did go anywhere.....i can't go because i'll be working that time...

Anyway......since i've got nothing much to do at home, i may as well blog.....lol....

I watched the stupid and irritating unique video that kenny sia made and put on his blog.....that stupid "ha-ha" song is stuck in my head!!!!!

Whenever i see the "Si Qian Jin" (4 Little Golden Princess)"(da 4 cute singing girls on TV everytime CNY), it'll will make me remember kenny sia's video.....hahahahahahaha......damn!!!that song is still in my head....LOL!!!!!

its now already 4am......i dont feeling like sleeping......just surfing around until i fall asleep......

CNY tomorrow.........

My manager was nice enough (by God's grace) to give me 4 days off from work.....yay!!!!! now i can sleep enjoy and rest more........but it does come with a price.......

For the past 2 weeks, i had to work every single day without off, but it is worth it......

not only that....my dad was nice enough to give me and early 'angpow' which i least expected from my parents..... (haha...got cash in my wallet...at last....)

but, this off day will be used mostly for my industrial training
report.......haih..holiday also much do work......(wanna rest oso kenot.....lol)

anyway.......i wanna go a few places during my off day and the 1st thing that i'll do is to fix my handphone........(2 weeks of a screen-less handphone......)

damn!!!couldn't read my message, call people, etc..... but dunno whether wanna fix it or not ot get a new one?????

haih...what a dilemma.......

aiya.....i dont care about that lah.....just wanna enjoy my 4 days holiday.....enjoy it while it last....

cheers...

I am what i am....

You Are 20 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Just took this quiz yesterday just for fun.....after the test....i do act at my age.....but, in reality, do i???

i think i act a bit childish younger then my age.....perhaps, a few years younger......i already twenty and im still doing what i did when i was 12 or 13....not all the time lah....lol

it just that is not really good to grow up so fast and miss what you enjoy in the past.....

sometimes i just let it be and mature at a slow pace....not too fast nor slow....just have an easy-going life before other things in life comes and grab you....

Night Shift....damn tiring....

I've been working almost everyday during night shift......it really affected my sleep....night shift is from like 5pm until 1am......then, come home sleep at 3am.....wake up at 12pm....go online until 4pm, then off to work at 5pm....that is my working life....kinda suck a bit lah.....some more....walking back from work wee hours in the morning....so dark.....(many Ah kua around my area.....heck!! i even saw one of my schoolmate "working" there....)

He was a guy...i know him since primary school....but that time still a guy lah...until when he was like form 3....the "lembutness" in him start to show in his (now her) personality.....the way he walks, talk and also the 'sotong' hand movement.....
i didnt stay long....just said hi!! and walk off with goosebumps on my whole body......

Not only that.....nightlife in sunway kinda quite lah....with only a few bars and bistros open near my area that i pass through every night....not only Ah Kua will be there but also a lot of lala mui and lala chai around that area with striking color of clothing and also clothing with 'less' cloth on their body....the guys that are there dress ok lah...only the girls dress up voluptously when going to that place.....(really looking for trouble lah them...lol)

there is one bistro there that has a karaoke session.....a lot of drunked people there that sing damn loud!!! their heart out...all i heard is more screaming then singing....

Not only the night life people the but also the MPSJ dewan bandar raya people also there.....they are keeping an eye on the restaurants there and keep them from placing thier table outside their premises for security and safetyof the patron .....but, they are there like until 2am and then they belah...after that they dont care of the restaurant and they'll put their tables and stores outside....

I can see so many things happening with just a few minutes walk from MCD's to my home....so many things i encounter along the way.....this is just what i see everyday when coming back from work.....

it's late now....wanna get some zzz's because i wanna go to college to lepak settle some stuff......bonne nuit('good nite' in french....french lesson does come in handy once in a while...haha...)

Au vior.....

O2jam craze!!!!!!!!!!

After 2 weeks of nothing 2 write....coz kinda lazy because nothing really happened to me within that week......(nothing bad happened lah)....not only nothing to write but also because working and also writing my training report.....that's why no post within that time.....(more lazy actually)...

Recently, i went back to my old roots (no, not my bad habits or back to china....lol)...gaming roots...
O2JAM!!!!

Its been quite a while since i played o2jam.....about 6 months if im not mistaken(coa hv 2 pay tat time n noe it's free.....haha)
Since i've started playing it.....i couldn't stop playing it until wee hours in the morning....(not tat teruk lah....exaggerating it a bit.....lol)

Played almost all the song there and also increasing my level in O2Jam.....a bit addicted to it now.....haha...

O2Jam is a good game to waste time where it sharpens your eyes and hands coordination....the more you play, you can see as if the world is moving in a very slow pace after playing it quite a while.....(eyes only c things fast but body couldn't react tat fast...lol)

1st Aniversary as a Blogger.......

Just came back from my friend's friend's house after celebrating new year's eve outside pyramid.....damn tired.....but quite fun lah.....hehe

Today, This time last year, was the first time i crap on my blog and also the turn of a new year.......talk about killing 2 birds with 1 stone...

It's been a year since i started blogging after seeing a few of my friend's blog......so many stuff happened throughout the year and most of it are in my blog.....

when looking back in my blog i realized that my life suxxxxx!!!!! 1 year just pass by so fast.....it's like everything happen so fast....

Throughout the year....i face a lot of problems in life.......most of it solved by God's grace.....some still in the process of completion......

This new year of 2006......my resolution for the year is:-
1)be close to God
2)lose weight be more healthy
3)throw away my bad habits
4)drink less....obviously not water lah....
5)get good result and graduate with a diploma
6)get a girl nice friend
7)go away bad habits
8)sleep less and not like a pig
9)finish my assignments and projects on time and not last minute.....
10)study hard
11)repeat the whole thing for next year's resolution

This is my resolution for this year...i hope i can fulfill it and also it would be nice if my friends will to write their resolution on their blog....

Christmas Is just around the corner........

Christmas is an auspisious occasion where people exchange gift with one another, eat until you go fat!!!! sing christmas carol, etc.....but the most important reason is EATING!!!! to remember the birth of Jesus Christ.....

Christmas is also a big headache for me as it is very hard to get people christmas presents.....getting for girls is not that hard compare to getting for guys.....(refer to kenny Sia"s blog for pointer to get a guy a present.....hehe)....anyway, my last minute christmas shopping is already done....whatever i need to buy for everyone on my list is complete......

This year Christmas is a bit different that the past year as i am not celebrating it with all the leng lui my friends in church but in McD's.....Working lor on that day....*sob *sob some more night shift....haihzzz....*sign..

Its kinda sad really........but what to do.....haihzzz......

Well, have to just suck it up and go on with my life......have to wait for another year to celebrate it with my friends...haiz.......(i do i sign too much but ...........wat to do....kinda sad lor)

Aiya!!!....don't know what to write some more lah.....im gonna stop here with a poem lah.......

Christmas time is for games and fun,

For making cakes, and the odd bun.

You have a laugh and eat some sweets,

Christmas time is full of treats.

Gifts are under the Christmas tree,

Lots of presents for you and me.

But dont forget what its all about.In your mind,

with out a doubt.

Because lots of people do not know,

The meaning of Christmas isnt all gifts and snow.

Its the birthday of Jesus, remember that,

It not about eating turkey and getting fat,

Its celebrating life and being with your friends,

Thats why in peoples hearts Christmas never ends.

1 week already........

Didnt blog for almost a week now, coz lazy working leh........

It has been more then a week since i've started my industrial training in McD's as acoolie Restaurant Manager Trainee......For the first few days.....it was very tiring because so much bloody things to do not used to working after 1 1/2 years didnt work........my legs were in pain for standing and walking for 8 hours........
Now, its not that bad because too many things to do as you dont get bored easily........my managers were ok lah.....can tahan them lah nice people.....always willing to teach me and correct me if i make a mistake or anything.......

I didnt regret choosing McD as my internship training.........i was mocked and laugh by my friends reluctant at first to choose it.....but by god's grace, it was a right choice to go there.......the internship salary is so little!!!! but more then what my other friends were getting from their place...hahahaahah is not that important as the value of training is much more valuble.......hehe

McD's is a great place to train for internship training as they gives you a lot of career opportunity to become the clown if you ever want to run a fast food chain like McD's (they r not paying me 2 advertise tis they should lah coz promoting them......its just my opinion......)

There is still another 4 months and 3 weeks left in my training.......but if time flies at this current rate, it will be very fast (yay!!!)......

But for now.....i'll just endure the tiredness have fun there and do a good job in McD's by God's grace.....

If any of you would like to kacau me visit me, the McD's that im in is in Mentari......opposite the famous Yuen Steamboat near my house.....sometimes kinda bored leh.....

PS...just trying out the sensored lines on words like in Wes's blog......haha

Byebye Christine.......*sob *sob

(sori christine....curi ur pix from friendster)

Christine Choo.........(haha..same surname as me...)i known u back when i was in semester 1 and you're in semester 4......back then, i thought u were some snobbish person who is very action and proud.....but after getting to know you more....you were this nice gal that is friendly and nice......You're kinda cool too.....sadly, after 1 1/2 years of knowing each other.....you'll have to go your separate way....so do i......it seems like yesterday i've just met you and now you're leaving.....*sign....time really envy us.......
you were the best khai khar jie i've ever known......(actually you're da only pet sis who is older the me....haha)
its very sad that your leaving......well, life have to go on and time will always move clockwise and does not wai for anyone.......
This post i dedicate to you and i hope that you'll love it.......well, i couldn't be there to see you leave as it'll make me more sad.....just wanna say goodbye and hope that we'll meet with each other next time....f faith will bring us together......sayonara, a bientot, goodbye, choi kin, selamat tinggal......

Take care......remember me alwayzzzzz.......

I am the invisible man......

This past few weeks.....i felt that i was invisible to my surroundings........to my friends........to the environment....
i fell like a lamp post by the roadside which people could care less......(b4 u guys bombard me saying tat im very judging, childish, too emotional, etc.....im just writing based on myself n every1 is entitle to their own opinion).....

I fell like that im all alone, by myself with God of course lah........
what a boring world this is......I fell that im just not fitting in society....like an outcast(dun worry.....im not writing a death note....)
i only find comfort by praying and also writing my feelings in this blog......still....there's this void exist in my life....kinda sucks this feeling.....

i fell so down and sad......no one know as i always hide my feelings with another face(im not wearing a mask)....only this blog and perhaps the people reading my blog lor(i noe hardly ppl visit my blog anymore....)

*sign......im too down-hearted to write anything anymore......im not the type of person that pours out feeling to others......always keeping it too myself as i dont to trouble others with my problems......