Holidays toooooo short!!!!!

I 've just finish my exams yesterday.......(haha, my seniors n juniors hv 2 suffer 1 more day )....boy...it was a bit tough...but thank god manage to do most of it......now, currently having a very,very short break from college before going to my industrial training.....(tok bout escaping da boiling water but jumped into the frying pan)......*sign....
gonna be busy the entire 5 months......plus, not getting to see any of my friends in college for that time period.....(in a way is a bit nice lah....coz some of them really give my headache....no offences).....anyway...my blogging days is not over because i'll be using my blog as my jurnal for my industrial training as i need to do my report.......i'll be writing what have happen to me in my workplace......i'll still be around....im not gone forever
(i noe some ppl wish 4 tat......lol...)
but worst part is my pet sis will be gone for good and i dont know when will she be back....gonna miss her he most.....*sob *sob....
this blog is a bit short but its just to thank everyone for being there for me and i appreciate all of it all though we have our up's and down's but we manage to pull through.....see you guys in 5 months' time......keep in contact always......arigato......merci borcoup....seh seh......tor che.......kam siah....terima kasih.......

Wedding @ Seremban.......

I just came back from Seremban at 1.00am just now...... I was in Seremban to attend my cousin's wedding, By the way........Ben tan & Su lin...wish you guys have a happy and everlasting marriage.....
this is the second wedding of my relative this year that i've attended....the 1st one being in taiping.......i think i've post it in my previous post a couple of months back......anyway......in the morning, me and my family went up to Seremban to attend the bride and groom in marriage ceremony...... then, lepak in seremban in Jaya jusco for a while, then went to the dinner in Alison Klana resort.........
There were, if im not mistaken, there is 50 tables of family and friends.....my family was sitted at the 1st table.......(wa lau weh.....so front!!!!!)...anyway, my family was not the only family at the table, my uncle(my mom's brother) was there,too.....along with my cousins, hoi Meng, Pui San and the very, very cute Pui Yee!!!!(too bad didnt bring a camera to take the pics to show u guys....)oh ya.....Desmond Soo was there too along with his parents......(tat fella ah......hitting on Pui Yee only ....hahaha)

We had a 7 chinese course dinner(not enugh wei!!!!) of shark fin soup, steam chicken, garupa, fried prawn etc......
othere then that, i had a couple of drinks.....(6 glass 2 be exact!!!) of red wine.......i was not drunk after the 6th glass, just my face turn red......hahaa......
after the dinner concluded, we bid farewell to my uncle (smile at Pui Yee and she smiled back at me........damn!!! sweet her smile....can melt a guys heart......), shaked hands with the newly weds n my their dad's and mom and their in-l;aws........(my aunty, mom's older sister was the grooms mom....)i comglatulated them (say good bye to Pui Yee...hehe) and bid farewell to them.......At 11.30pm, we drove off from that place and went home at 12.40am........
it was fun, tho......meeting all my relative of my mom's side.....as you guys know....my family very big wan......so many until the family tree also cannot fit everyone.....haha.....
i having a bit of headache now.....just wanna finish this and go to sleep........zzzzz

Exams, 4 days holiday, then, industrial training for 5 month.....

what am i doing here???? i should be studying for my exams!!!!!......i've study too much for my brain to process all that info.......now, taking a break and writing this blog for fun......hehe : ) exams.....*sigh* i really don't like it very much (who does???)...thank god my exam is like only 3 days(discounted saturday and sunday).....at least got time to do some last minute revision........(always do things last minute 1......lol).....

i've been studying since in the afternoon until now......(2am)...just finish revising 12 chapter of my subject......*haih* damn boring that subject......still have to study it coz its part of my module........

although my exams only last for 3 days, i dont have any holiday because i'll be doing my industrial training for 5 months starting from 5th december 2005........no time for futsal already or going online to blog........worst..... my pet sis is also going back to Melaka......cannot see her adi *sob *sob.......gonna miss her the most....

they say 5 months will come and go very fast.....(i hope so, too)....well faster go, faster finish....lol.....
(im crapping around coz headache after studying too long.....)

before ending tis blog, i'll would like to wish sarah a happy birthday.....hehe....u can never wish someone's birthday enough....hehe....(i did it in friendster, on msn(2am!!!she was still on9),and now, on my blog...) it's very rare for me to wish someone soooo many time......i think you're the first....hehe...
I pray that your wish will come true and all the best in the coming years......

7 things.....

haih....kena char by Sarah to write bout 7 types of stuff........nvmlah, since nowadays got no nice topic 2 post for your viewing pleasure, i'll gonna post tis.....

7 random facts about me:

1) Do things last minute

2) See too much anime

3) Love to cook

4) I love my pet sis very much

5) Like to kacau my friends

6) Like to make jokes

7) love to eat!!!

7 things I plan to do before I die (if ever i die tht is):

1) get married---doesn't every1???

2) have my own career

3) have my own house

4) compete with Iron Chef in the Kitchen Stadum, Japan

5) Find back my 1st crush n she how's she is doing

6) write a will.....duh!!!

7) get rid off my bad habits

7 things I cant do:

1) I cant dance.....

2) I cant run a marathon....haha

3) I cant write properly with my right hand.......im a lefty...duh!!!

4) I cant change the past....wat is done, its done

5) I cant stand on my hands

6) I cant swim that well

7) I cant ride a motorcycle

7 things that scare me:

1) People that appear out of nowhere in front of you...

2) Cockroach

3) Salesman that tries to sell stuff

4) Getting rejected by girls

5) life without food to eat is scary

6) motorcycles

7) girls having eyes shadows like a ghost.....

7 most important things in my room:

1) Computer

2) Fan

3) TV(not included astro)

4) Pillow

5) my electronic gadgets

6) Mirror

7) my bed

haih......im still online and it's now 3am......dunno y still cant sleep.....lol....

5 bad habits of mine......

haih.......tis sarah ah......mentang-mentang come back into the blogging world, 1st thing adi make me reveal my bad habits......lol
anyway.....welcome back to blogging after almost 6 months of absent from the blogging world......
im da last 1 to post tis i think......

Top 5 habits of mine.......
1) so old already still watch cartoon....especially on the Nickelodeon channel 60 in Astro.....fairly oddparents, spongbob squarepants, etc

2)Go online not to find info but to waste time......Friendster, MSN, naruto, bleach, etc.

3)Study last minute for exam....not the night before but a few hours before exams.....XD

4)Like to kacau my friends in college......

5)I dont comb my hair.......(izzit a bad thing i dunno)

tis is just some of them......cannot reveal too much lah.......kena laugh only later.....haha....must try and break this bad habits.....XD

Top Ten Signs You Won't Win "Malaysian Idol"
courtesy of CBS's late show with David Letterman, edited by me!!

10. You dedicate "I Will Always Love You" to Tan Sri Dr. Samy Vellu

9. Backstage, people say, "Are you still here?"

8. North Korea says if you lose they'll stop producing enriched uranium

7. Your mother says, "You're okay, but I'm really a big fan of Daniel"

6. You were recently named the "Most Wanted Malaysian" by ISA

5. You've already appeared on another reality show -- "991"

4. Vegas gives you the same odds of winning it all as Malaysia's soccer team

3. You cancel your performance to stay home and watch "kopitiam"

2. Paul Moss beats you with the microphone stand

1. Your voice is muffled by the SARS mask

Girls(part 2)....guys better watch out........

In 1 of my previous post, i wrote about the opposite sex.......now, im writing another part of it......(u noe lah, girls are complex being....very hard to understand 1)

In my recent research and a few rounds of interviewing my girl friends (chit-chat on msn).....girls can have a grudge on the person who they dislike for a long time, sometimes even a lifetime if it some big matter.......

in my university college, where i study, i have a coursemate, lets call her A and another coursemate,B...both of them are girls(duh!!) since semester 1, they were in the same group.....in a group they must learn to work together and basically become a team player...which now is very important in the real world....if you're in my line....B, like a guy, C but C does not like B.....(u guys still with me??nvm)C, however always hangout with A....B does not like that and now she hates A....B even try to get in the way of A and C, but to no avail.....from that day onwards....A and B never talk to each other anymore....

They will sometimes backstab each other and occasionally bad mouth each other....its been more then 1 and a-half year......they are still not on speaking terms.....they, until now, still have a grudge on each other.....(wicked) (tis is just an example tat im bringing up 2 prove my point...it's not gossip or anything but a tru story tat happen btw my coursemates)....

When a girl and another girl fight each other (mostly verbal attacks and backstabbing)they can go on and on and on.....a girls grudge can last practically forever...(scary)

plus, girls memory is very 'geng'....can never forget somethings like this....guys out there.....never make an enemy with the opposite sex...it can be very fatal....girls dont use fist to fight like us guys.....their verbal attacks is lik piercing flaming swords....(ouch)...can attack guys mentally.....

P/S.....i dun mean all gurls will have this, i could be wrong about it....it's just another opinion from me....from a guys point of view.....girls reading this....plz dun have any grudge on me for speaking about you girls.....haha

Rainy Days

Rainy Days

by Charlotte Mair

There can be nothing quite as awesome
As Mother Nature spewing her tears on us

Seems rain makes most feel depressed and futile
But it makes me think of the past and gives calm

If ever my times are bad
Rain soothes me

Tiny droplets on the panes
Refresh me, lift me

Sprinkling spatters cool my face
As I look in to the sky -- all lost loves wash clean


Falling deep in to my thoughts -- refreshed
Sleep says hello to my dreams

Patting down on a tin roof -- rain sings
Making the night clear for a new dawn

Never can there be a more soothing sound to me
Breathe the air -- it is fresh and clean
A sound of nature that is free for the choosing
Take this gift of the earth
Use it for your musing
Appreciate the days of rain
And the sun will always shine on your tomorrow

A day with mixed feeling.........

Today, it was not an ordinary day for me as it was mixed so many types of emotions....there's sad, happy, angry, frustrated, and calmness and in 1 day...(i noe wat u guys r thinking.....heck other oso feels the same way everyday....)
anyway......the day started off wit blocked nose and i can practically smell nothing....i was also snezzing all the way to college and also in class.....after that, i had a meeting with my sub-ordinates as a group leader.....aaiya...no need to say lah....always must have meeting one.....the turn out was poor as not all attended the meeting, i was a bit annoyed that time, but it was still ok for me....them me and my team members sat down to discuss some matters regarding our project.....i ask all my team members who were present there to come up with an idea for a theme....althought it was so sudden, we had to brainstorm the idea....on of my fren said something that triggered a fuse in my brain and i exploded in front of everyone(not literary lah), i pack my stuff and left for home.....accidently kicking a chair in the cafeteria and left college....was furious at that time at the same time felt guilty for doing that to my sub-ordinates.....i went to pyramid to vent my anger, so i went to the bowling alley to bowl.....it didnt make me better but even worst....as i couldnt concentrate and keeping getting splits.....i was more furious that time.....then, i went home.....
to make matters worst.....i lost RM5 when i was going home....i only found out when i was at home.....that time.....still angry....
later on,.....watch some TV and i felt a bit cool off tat time.....still, the scene in college still taunts me.....
at around 6pm, (btw, tat was my time 2 use da net @ home), when i was about to use the comp......the stupid electricity suddenly shuts down for 1 hour......anger rise a bit that time....
around 7.12pm, electricity came back......yay!!!! anger gone half of it.....
then, around just now, at 8.45pm, i receive an email from one of my friends and also subordinate......she said that she was not angry with me and understand my feeling of the pressure of stress........immediatly, all my anger went away in an instance......now, happily writing this blog.....

just wanna tell everyone reading this, that if life is on a tight rope, whisper a prayer to God as he'll help you in your life and makes everything beautiful in the end........

Transition of my life.......

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i dont really remember my past except for bits and pieces of memories from a very young age.......i've to ask my mom and dad about my past and how did i behave when i was little.......after "interviewing"with my parents about my past......now i'm gonna post something about it.....

5th of June 1986, around 6.10am, people are just waking up to prepare for work, school kids waiting for the bus to get a ride to school, hawker centers were serving breakfast at this time........
on that faithful moment, i was born in University Hospital, KL.........

when i came out of my mother's womb, i was underweight(seriously...no joke!!!) i weigh in under 2.2kg......unlike my sibling, where they weigh in a normal baby's weight......

throught my mom's explaination, actually, i was suppose to be gone a long time ago at the age of two and a half......my mom said that 1 day, when we're crossing the road, upon reaching the other side of the road, i wanted to ran back to the middle of the road (i dunno y i even did tat....)my mom and dad couldn't stop me as i was running fast that time.....there were a car coming at a fast rate....then as i was running, i suddenly stop for no apparent reason and the car just drove pass me....i was just about a feet a way from the car.......

another incident is that, when i was 6 years old, my younger brother accidently pulled my teeth out with a hanger....both my front teeth came out and throughout tadika, i was without my two front teeth (it eventually grew back b4 i entered primary skool....hehe)

i was very skinny back then....i only put on weight when i was about 9 years old......if im not mistaken.....year after year i begin to be more chubbier, then when i was in form 3 i begin to maintain my weight until now.....hehe....

im not gonna dive in my love life as its obsolete to my post (sori flamers, i malas 2 post bout it too much.....) but all i can tell is that my first crush was when i was 9 years old...i only knew her about a year before she transfered to another school the following year.....until now couldn't find her anywhere....haih.....

i don't to elaborate too much of my life as i just post to you guys is just a-need-to-know-basis.....hehe....

then, my life has it's up's and down's, winning and losing, friends and foes i meet and which have come and go......people i knew.....places i went.....(i noe im just at the tender age of 19 and still have more to experience),
to put it in a simple layman's term.....i leave a normal teenage life.....a complicated 1......hehe....
other post of my transition.....will be post at other time when i get more info of myself.......

Fun time @ Sunway Lagoon......

last monday(26/09/05), me and a couple of friends went to Sunway Lagoon.....since most of the TAR college students were on holiday, so, Jeremy organize a trip to that place.....
it was a monday, and not much people were there.......(i noe lah coz been working there for 4 months adi last yr)
it was still under some renovation as they want to link the new sunway pyramid 2 to sunway lagoon to a new entrance.....


me, chorng zing, kimkim, wai leng, jeremy, moses, victor, and joseph were all there and enjoy our self to the most.....we play on almost all the rides, where we even threaten to push Moses down from on of the ride....hehe j/k j/k

then, we headed to the wet park located downstairs......before that, some of them went 2 change to their swimming clothes....


in the wet park, we ride on all the slides there, the waters of Africa and also we swam in the swimming pool and also the river bay.....where we just go around in circle of the pool.....we were just passing time, we also went to the surf pool area to swim and play there also.....we squirt water at each other, throwing each other in the pool.....it was fun there....











after a few hours there, we took a break from all that excitement and relax while having lunch which kimkim has graciously made for us......hehe: )

after we took our lunch and rested for a while, we all went back to the slides to play some more because we couldn't get enough of it.....by that time some of us very tired alreadi.....(im one of them),


then, later on, we went to change our cloths and departed back to the dry park and snap a few photos and left for pyramid......

as we were in pyramid, we went to Pizzahut for dinner nad ordered 2 large pizza and 1 regular pizza......we were there eating, enjoying ourselves, chatting around, snapping some photos(we all, everywhere we go must snap photos 1...)

then, after that, we walk around pyramid and see some stuff and bid our farewell to each other and left the place and went home......
if u guys wanna c more photos, just click on this
link.....

SSWE(Short Supervised Work Experience) @ Housekeeping.......

SSWE in the Sunway Hotel was a taste of the real thing that i'll be facing in few months time......(my industrial training).....My housekeeping lecturer (Ms Dragon Lady) made us go for this to make us aware of what is it all about in the houselkeeping department of a hotel........it was only for about 2 hour it lasted......i had to make the bed and vaccum the floor in 4 rooms(my trainer a.k.a 1 of the staff, yogi from Bangadesh, did the toilet.....) i didnt want to clean the bathroom because it is so different that what i was taught by Dragon lady....err...i mean my lecturer......so, i just do the bed and vaccum the floor.....i did about 4 rooms in total...

it was kinda fun that i learn so much from it and yogi was a nice guy......i made so many mistake in a few rooms but he was helpful and patient in teaching me......

i only did it for 2 hours and i was a bit tired alreadi.....Yogi had to do this 8 hours everyday......i really respect that guy......

after 5pm i had to go and i bid farewell to Yogi and went to the Housekeeing department office..... there i saw the Queen of all Dragon Ladies aka Executive Housekeeper, Ms Nancy Leong.....her stare was very intimidating as it if i look in at her i'll vapourize into thin air(i exegarated bit...heheh)....she ask my friend and me for feedbacks and then i went home......

im very grateful that i didnt pick housekeeping as on of my SWE(industrial training) for 5 months....hehe : )

Nothing 2 write.......

This few weeks is kinda bored because there's nothing happening in my life......That's why i've got nothing to blog.......Even this blog is written out of boredom......

This is because so many homeworks, assignments, presentations, and also tests to be completed and done......I don't want to bored you guys with my routine life through this blog.......

Although is kinda boring lately, my surrounding has change a bit.....Not a very drastic change.....but it's quite noticable to me......Im not sure what's going on but i think if im not mistaken, since the start of this week...... girls in my college that i rarely talk to or mingle around is communicating with me......and it's like the first time im hearing their voice......Im not thinking that im very 'perasan' but if you guys very in my shoes, you will think this is a different situation that im in.......(to all flamers , dun jump the gun and start shooting me).....

I just don't know why, but this is what i felt this way or may be just that i don't take notice of my surrounding as specific and this time.......or is it the other way around?????

Don't care about it that much because have to concentrate on my studies and get ready for my SWE(industrial training) in 3 month's time and have to train for 5 months......bye for now.....

Merdeka Day @ Putrajaya......

For the first time in all my life, this is my first time going to Putrajaya and also in the merdeka celebration march which is held every year........so, today is like killing 2 birds with 1 stone....hehe : )

I woke up at 5.30 am to get prepared to go to Putrajaya by hitching a ride from Emmanuel who graciously, willingly, let me follow him in his car.....we went to Phil's house because he n Jesu also wanted to go there to see the march (actually Jesu n phil went there to see sanctuary coz she's was marching for her NS camp....bunch of wacky fellas....LOL)

we reach phil's house at 7.10am and they just woke up...LOL (sudah janji wanna bertolak at 7.00am still just half-dead....)elizabeth with her friend was in another car and they arrive almost the same time as us..... in the mean time, Jesu was still bathing, we time him and he took approximately 20-25 minutes to bath......he reason for keep us so long is that he was brushing he teeth (or is he?????)

we made our move at 7.30am and reach there at 8.45am......(cannot find parking leh there coz so full).....after phil parked the car, we went to the proceding and waited for the march.....

Phil and jesu was interview in the process of us waiting for the march by some journalist....(dunno from where one....coz couldn't see any media badge on them)....
The question posted to them was 'What does Merdeka mean to you??' Phil's n Jesu's answer was hillarious...

Journalist: Apakah erti kemerdekaan bagi kamu??
Phil: Kebebasan untuk berkawan....(we all giggle at the back of him)
Journalist: Lagi.....
Phil : eh....(didnt know what to say and ended the conversation)..

the journalist turned to jesu...

Journalist: Apakah erti kemerdekaan bagi kamu??
Jesu : Kebebasn untuk bersukan(we laugh like mad at he back of him)
Journalist: Lagi.....
Jesu : kebebasan untuk menjadi kaya.....
me : (behind jesu) kebebasan untuk mencari perempuan....
Journalist: (everyone laugh)(writing something on her notepad) terima kasih
kamu semua.....

After that we waited for another half and hour then we could see sanctuary....

Sanctuary's platon was the first group to march through.....she was holding a Johore flag(which look damn heavily for a petite girl like her.....)anyway, she manage to carry it.....she was very exicted that she saw us at the side of the road where she was marching....and us too....

Anyway, back to the ceremony, i didnt really pay must attention to it because the ceremony was kinda boring and we were standing there under the hot morning sun.....

After that, we were finding Sanctuary everywhere because the two jokers wanted to see her......we walked up and down and search high and low and finally, after 1/2 hours, we found her.....she was glad to see us and vice-versa.....she was a totally different person as she look more tougher and more confident in herself.....but she's still as sweet as before she went to NS...hehe...

After seeing her, there we aircraft doing and air show there....it was very exicting to see it....kinda cool....

Then, one of my ex-schoolmate, chee hau was sanctuary's comrade in the same camp...he just we up to me from behind and said hello....i was suprised that he was there too....wat a small world......hehe : )

After taking pictures and bidding our farewell to sanctuary, we departed from there and went to phil's house in the afternoon.....

A whole new semester with headache subjects......

Wahhh!!!!!! This week just started my new semester....Semester 5.....
before i continue, i would like to thank the Lord for very good results i receive in my finals last semester.....

continue to my post.....This semester is a killer semester as few new subjects will be teached such as MICE--(and im not meaning da prural of mouse)it's Meeting, Incentive, Convention, Exibition), Organisation Behaviour(dunno what is it about), Cost accounting(damn complicated with a more complicated lecturer), Housekeeping II(life with the dragon lady lecturer) and also Front Office which it's teach by last semester course tutor(people nicknamed him "Doremon"---dunno why??)

All this subjects is killer subjects as each and everyone of them has soooooo many assignments, presentations and also **glupp** homework.....This semester cannot play so much as last semester....must study very hard.....

In addition, in about 4 months time, im gonna be on my 5 months industrial training and until April 2006.....in the mean time, must summit a lot of reports and go to numerous interview with my future employers......waahhhhhhhhh!!!!stress like nobody's business.......

But my time table is okaylah because although i've got class from 8.30pm to 4.30pm, i've got friday's of every week.......that's da good news lah


There is more bad news.....i've got my club activities to run and with just a few week's time, another event runned by my club have to be done.......and last but not least....a video shoot that is directed by me have to be complete by this semester......or else.....kena pancung kepala by my producer....(actually their my lecturer in-charge of this and also high expectation from my School's director of SHTM).......

This semester cannot 'play-play' anymore.......must 'gambateh' in my studies with God's help lah of course.......

Lonely.......I am so lonely.....

Have you ever feel like there is no one around you to talk to or feel like people around you treating you like you're invicible??????

It's kinda sad when you think of it.......no one to talk to.....everyone neglecting you......haih.....im always feeling that way all the time......very 'chai leong' that's what me pet sis always say......

This type of feeling is like going to the movies alone, or even eating at a 5-star restaurant by yourself......that type of loneliness is the lowest of them all......It OK to have a bit of quality time by yourself, but not everytime.....like me.....

My friends always go out 'kai-kai' but they 'tak' ajak me 1.......Sometime they do, but, its like they know when im busy and cannot go (in my opinion lah....) When i've holiday or all the time in the world..... they don't take the intiative as a friend to ask me whether i want to follow them a not.......
To the extend, im, like, begging them to let me tag along......damn sad inn'it......

Life with friends can be cruel at times.....it's also depends on what friends you have.....

Take for instances my 2 week's holiday(which is ending soon), no one ask me out to go places......im like stuck at home or go to pyramid or midvalley by myself.....very,very 'chai leong' lah me......going out by myself.......no one to teman go out....

haih....life in loneliness is a pretty hard thing to live in.....

Naruto-A-Thon........10 days of non-stop naruto anime.....

Since the holiday started, i've got nothing 2 do.......very "sien"....
so, i've decided to watch all da Naruto anime episode from episode 1 to episode 146(currently).....

I started of on Thursday (4/8), right away after my finals.......i bought few bags of chips, snacks, etc, and a lot of soft drinks and just indulge myself in Naruto......

i didnt leave my comp ever since, (apart from going out, going 2 the toilet, etc).....most of my time was watching and watching it until the very end.....

actually, i didnt plan on watching all of it, but every episode is, lik, wanting you to keep on watching it because the following episode tells you what is going to happen and since it's full of fillers, so, you'll have to follow all of it....hehe : )....

now, i've still got around 1 more week of holiday, and i dunno what to do. i've already went out a few times, i.e. sunway pyramid, midvalley, subang parade,....haih....

LOL....DAMN SIEN lah!!!!!!!

Girls.....guys don't understand the opposite sex.....

We, guy can never understand a girl thinks or does (unless you've have been a one before....)

In my honest opinion, through the studies and research i've done, i can now conclude that i do not understand them at all......hehe j/k j/k

When girls talks to their girl friends, they seems to be talking in another language, as if a all female in the world have develop their own language and only can be understood by them.......guys can never understand what a girl is talking to another girl.... although they are talking in english, a language used globally, but we still can understand what are they trying to talk to each other......my advise to all guy who is reading this, that we, guys can never understand their "language" and just keep quite and let them talk to each other without interuption form you guys or hell will break lose....

Another particular thing that i observe is that female are always winning if there is any fight between the two opposite sex..... this is because the female specimen will always wants to win no matter what......the most prominent fight they will always win is in an arguement......when a girl si talking or having an argument with a guy, they will surely win one......This is because, if a guy would fight back, it will cause another argument to arise.....NO matter whose fault is it, i advise that guy, you'll have to give in and say that you're wrong, even though if it is not your fault......which is better, to save face or to make your life a miserable one??? i'll let you guys to decide on that......

One piece of advise to you guys out there, that woman alwayz have the upperhand in any battle, and if you try to break this so-called circle of life, it would be very devastating to you guys out there.......That;s why is better to avoid any confrontation from them if you value your life.......

To female reader, i hope that this post of my does not offend you gals in anyway as this is just one' person's opinion on girls, i hope that you all don't take it to heart as what i said could be true or could be not....

Friends or some1 u noe??

Haihhhh....... just finish my exam last week.....everyone is should feel happy and wanna celebrate their "merdeka"....but not me.....im feeling kinda depress lately.....dunno why.....
but one thing for sure is that im in kinda a love triangle with my friend also also the girl i lik.......

Let's call the girl A and my friend B.......

i have feeling for A since long time ago (refer to previous post--regarding the 'clues').....my friend, B, too have a crush on her(which he denied to everyone).... a few people knew of my crush, even B(because i told him about it...silly me) he even told me that he does not have a thing for her anyone and wanna become single for a while(very convicing, aih???) (Where got people tell you things you don't want you to hear.....LOL)

Everyone knew that B is close to A but he told me that they are have nothing going on (ya rite)....they sometimes go out with other friends for 'makan' or games (im not in the picture)......they are close to each other compare to me.....

i do not know where i stand in this.......just look at the situation, im like a "ker lei fei" (extra in the movie i.e deadman 1, guy with glasses, etc) i want to confront her and confess my feelings to her long time ago but my friends to me that it will scare her away. But know, after a few months of thinks about it, i finally come to my senses that its just a feeling that comes and go.....

She dont treat me like she treats B, im like someone she knows, not even a friend......why do i go after her also i dunno......... very, very depress now lah...cannot believe my good friend will do something like this to me......

Most people always treat me as if they just know me instead of a friend....friends are very hard to find this days......You might know a person's personality or habits, but they will still be some you know and not a friend.......

A friend will help you in anyway possible and take care of you when you're in need.....looks like my good friend, B is just another person who treats me the same way othe people treat me.....**sign

"Winter" in Malaysia???

This whole month has been like "winter" in Malaysia as the temperature in Malaysia is lower then other day........da average temperature in Malaysia is 32ºC, but now it has drop to 28ºC....
in da morning it will be freezing until i cannot 'tahan'....brrrrrzz..... really like in London.....
anyway, just my opinion of the day......
exam is drawing near in just 2 weeks(actually a lot less then that.....i am as yet to study due to other commitments that i have to complete first.....
that's why this whole week i've been busy and not have the time to blog.......

my life have been very dull for the past month as nothing interesting is happening around me......that's why im taking a long time to finish up this blog....aihh.....

really dunno what to write alreadi....i guess i'll stop here for now....this is the most boring post that i've ever posted in my blog...: (